would you give me a chance?

2008-11-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

165 Posts, last published on Jul 25, 2008
Would you check this out?
It has been exactly 4 months since I last posted.
And I don't think that that post even qualified as one.
It was just random notes that I could find no where else to scrawl.
Even so, aren't blog posts the same?

I just finished reading the Last Juror.
Grah.
It is the only book that I have read, out of the 10 that I borrowed.
Even though its the holidays, there are so many things to do.

1. Piano
Besides practicing the Mozart sonata-duet and the Le Coucou, I still have to learn the series of unfinished songs of my own accord.
Chopin Waltz Op. 64 No. 2, Op. 18, Op. 64 No.1, Op.69 No.2
Beethoven 6 Variations
October, Autumn Song Op. 37a No. 10
Its fun, but time consuming.
And I still have to do the fluttering heart thing.
As in play with a fluttering heart.
Does this sound nutty or what, but I try to play with a fluttering heart.
I need to perfect the Le Coucou, but by Saturday I can abandon it.
And capture Mozart's essence in the sonataduet.

2. Read Library Books
I borrowed Hannibal.
and other cool stuff, but somehow, just somehow, not the pasta cookbook.

3. Japanese homework
I am still at the Lesson 2 worksheet, which is actually supposed to be with the teacher now.
I was supposed to do it, and I was supposed to hand it up!
I have done neither.
And I was supposed to learn all the nouns/verbs/adjectives there by YESTERDAY.
Yesterday was 49 minutes ago.
Likewise for Lesson 3 and 4.
And I still have to make the different forms of GO and COME make full sense.
Although I understand them, it somehow does not make full sense.
Or maybe, it is not as imprinted as I want it to be.
Dictionary form, check.
Masu form, check.
Nai form, check.
Te form, check. Or maybe not.
Conditional form, NO. Something iidesuka.
Potential form, NO.
Luckily I did not take the intensive course >w<.

4. Watch Japanese dramas
Namely, Nodame Cantabile.
I haven't even watched a single episode today, so I'm still at two.
So WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING BLOGGING, and at this hour too?!?!
I'm supposed to wake up at 8 to eat porridge >w<
Forget it, I GIVE UP.
This is the end of this post, with the last causes down there because I drafted them there earlier.
THE WITCHING HOUR.
Help.
5. Write Commonwealth Essay
6. Change CCA

2008-07-25T18:16:00.001+08:00

http://www.dailymotion.com/relevance/search/hana%2Byori%2Bdango

2008-07-22T16:12:00.002+08:00

its not important at all anymore.
why?
.
it just doesn't matter.
if fate wants,
let it meander, let it flood.
i'll leave it all to fate.
if it is meant to happen, it will.
i shall not waste braincells on useless things like that.
now,
what is most important is...

2008-07-22T14:47:00.002+08:00

Waltz
Op. 69 No. 2, Op. 34 No. 2, Op. 70 No. 2, Op 69. No. 1

Mazurka
Op. 7 No.1 and 2, Op.17 No. 1 and 4, Op. 24 No. 1, Op. 50 No. 1, Op. 63 No. 2, Op. 67 No. 3, Op. 68 No. 1 and 2.

2008-07-12T18:48:00.002+08:00

I WANT A GRAND.
BABY GRAND ALSO CAN ):

Ronisch Grand Piano is $53,500.
C. Bechstein is $155,150.
Bechstein is $56,175.
I WANT.
):

2008-06-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

THE SKINS @ BLOGSKINS ARE GETTING TERRIBLY UGLY.

2008-06-18T09:55:00.002+08:00

"From this moment, this second, this ke4, I will not talk bad stuff about anyone behind his/her back. In front, yes. Behind, no."
Yes, seriously, I will not.

horrible misunderstandings may arise and make my life screwed.
(luckily not for me.^^)
i don't think i make sense >w< (the horse?)
or >v<(the bird)
it would be really horrible to receive the after effects.
so, yes!

2008-06-16T14:05:00.002+08:00

schedule is hideously packed.
1 thing a day >w< monday (a.k.a. today a.k.a. June 16th, 2008):
piano replacement lesson, 1900 hours to 2000 hours

tuesday (a.k.a. tomorrow a.k.a. June 17th, 2008):
wushu, 0930 hours to 1230 hours (HORRORS.)
meet to do art, sometime after 1230 hours. (phew.) (but im gonna be sweaty and stinky.)
(BY THE WAY, WHY IS IT SO HOT NOW???!)

wednesday (a.k.a. day-after-tomorrow a.k.a. June 18th, 2008):
TLL english tuition, 1930 hours to 2130 hours (HAVENT DONE HOMEWORK YET!)

thursday (a.k.a. day-after-the-day-after-tomorrow a.k.a. June 19th, 2008):
wushu, 0930 hours to 1230 hours (HORRORS.)

friday (a.k.a. day-after-day-after-the-day-after-tomorrow a.k.a. June 20th, 2008):
BUSY BEES >w<, 1915 hours to 2115 hours saturday (a.k.a. day-after-day-after-day-after-the-day-after-tomorrow a.k.a. June 21th, 2008):
gefang meeting, 0930 hours to 1130 hours (yay (: )
piano lesson, 1315 hours to 1400 hours
watch YMS concert(s), 1700 hours to 1900 hours and 1900 hours to 2100 hours

sunday (a.k.a. day-after-day-after-day-after-day-after-the-day-after-tomorrow a.k.a. June 22th, 2008, a.k.a. DAY BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS):
mc, 1330 hours to 1500 hours
theory celebration party thing, (FORGOT THE TIME. till 2000 hours)

crap.
still must finishtoo long a to-do list to speak of XD.

i want,
i want,
i really really want.

2008-06-11T16:20:00.001+08:00

I want.
But, will I get?
I desperately want a Happy Therapy Ball.

Even if I don't get the answers I want, it is ever smiling.
And it will smile at me.

2008-06-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

Everyday Life
Take this survey
1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station: chips! apple chips. ice cream. coke.
2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? OTTER. so cute! :D but hopefully, i wont encounter exxon valdez oil spills (:
3. Whos your favorite redhead? none.
4. What do you order when youre at IHOP? what the hell is that?!
5. Last book you read? still reading ^^ the time travellers wife
6. Describe your mood.irritated cos i died twice in nostale killing devils
7. Describe the last time you were injured? blue black on my knee? from crawling during wushu
8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? "all of them."
9. Rock concert or symphony? whats a symphony concert. what kind of rock? heavy metal?
10. What is the wallpaper of your cell phone? sky.
11. Favorite Soda? ti ni de da bian. KICKAPOO.
12. What type of shirt are you wearing? RGPS pe shirt.
13. If you could only use one form of transportation: cycle. or motorbike.
14. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres? IRON MAN!
15. Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots for: ~~caoge~~ er no one. so far ^^
16. Whats your favorite kind of cake? most of them
17. What did you have for dinner last night? Rice with baby-fish-infested-egg, brocolli and carrot chicken.
18. Look to your left, what do you see? fan, trays of paper, window, my cool chinese book, bags and bags of stuff.
19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? sometimes
20. Favorite toy as a child? a soft toy called PinkBear
21. Do you buy your own groceries? nope. but i choose them.
22. Do you think people talk about you behind your back? i think so.
23. Whens the last time you had gummy worms? hen jiu hen jiu yi qian.
24. Whats your favorite fruit? honeydew!
25. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel? nope. a fake one though.
26. Do you like running long distances? NO. absolutely NO. actually, 2.4 isnt a long distance but i hate it alr.
27. Have you ever eaten snow? IVE NEVER EVEN SEEN SNOW/
28. What color are your bedsheets? colourful
29. Whats your favorite flower? babys breath?
30. Do you do ballet? nope.
31. Do you listen to classical music? yep! FANTASIE IMPROMPTU <3>
32. What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head? tong xin yuan
33. Do you watch Sponge bob? nope.
34. What temperature is it outside right now? dunno. am i a thermometer?
35. Do people consider you smart? do they?
36. How many piercings do you have? 1 pair.
37. Are you signed on AIM? refer to the answer of question 4.
38. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together? nope..
39 .How do you feel about your family? -no comment-
40. Do you have an iPod? nano
41. What time do you go to bed? depends
42. What CD is currently in your CD player? none
43. What movie do you know every line to? none
44. What is your favorite salad dressing? i dont eat salad.
45. What do you want for Christmas this year? ****.
46. What family member/friend lives the farthest from you? uncle
47. Do you like hugs? -no comment-
48. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? gefang auditions
49. Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? something weird i cant type
50. Last person you hugged? forgot.

2008-06-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

SKY OF LOVE.
also known as ~~koizaro~~ koizora.
it is the nicest movie ever.
as joling said, its "sadder than finding nemo".
although of which i beg to differ, as i dont find finding nemo sad, XD.
but anyway,
its sweet, its beautiful, and its sad.
you should go watch it.
or you may never forgive yourself.
seriously.

2008-06-03T11:31:00.002+08:00

ah my blogs well and dead >,
was blloghopping and found this.
might as well do.

NAME: Yixuan
NICKNAME: xuan? xuannie? muchagabi? and my favourite:YIXUAN.
NAME SPELT BACKWARDS: nauxiy
NAME WITHOUT CONSONANTS: iua
BIRTHDAY: 23 DEC <3
ETHNICITY: chinese lor
GLASSES OR CONTACTS: both, prefer contacts but very ma fan.
PETS: doggone!! my pro pwnsive doggy who survived a falling fence and being backed over by a chair :D

favourite animal : dog? (my dog) and maybe that white cat that lives in our school.
favourite band: heh? er mayday? f.i.r? dunno.
favourite brand: er. FOX! NOSTALE! and er HAAGEN DAZS, however you spell it. and oh yes DAIM.
favourite candy: daim! floridas natural. the long one. like toilet roll.
favourite cereal: koko krunch! the white+black one.
favourite colour: dunno. none.
favourite cookie: COOKIES ARE HIGH IN SUGAR AND CALORIES AND YOU REALLY SHOULDNT BE EATING THEM UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR EFFORT IN PUSH UPS AND ABS EXERCISES GONE. AND YOU WILL GET A BRAND NEW PAUNCH. seriously.
favourite disney character: er.someone's dog?
favourite drink: pearly bandung soyamilk! bubble tea! green tea! +++ f
avourite fast food place: FAST FOOD IS HIGH IN SUGAR AND CALORIES AND YOU REALLY SHOULDNT BE EATING THEM UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR EFFORT IN PUSH UPS AND ABS EXERCISES GONE. AND YOU WILL GET A BRAND NEW PAUNCH. unless youre talking about subway. which is around a wHoPPING 300 calories muahahaha XD.
favourite food: whoa. DAIM!!! mixed veg. yellow noodles. haagen dazs. CHICKEN LEG WITH SWEDISH HERB! poach salmon. meatballs! zha jiang mian! half boiled egg! you mian! ISLAND CREAMERY! HAM! WAH ENG BEEF NOODLE! MEE POK! INDONESIAN BBQ CHICKEN FROM BOTANIC GARDEN FOOD COURT! PERANAKAN FOOD WE ATE IN MALAYSIA! ++++ <333
favourite holiday: the longest one. without any homework. a random dec holiday in pri sch? favourite ice-cream flavour: that caramel brownie thing from haagen dazz!
favourite month: dec?
favourite number: 23
favourite perfume: i dont use perfume.
favourite pie flavour: apple pie! and quiches.
favourite pizza topping: nice can already.
favourite restaurant: TRIPLE THREE at dunno what mandarin oriental i think hotel. MELTZ and dunno what hotel. (is it ritz carlton?)
favourite subject in school: recess, pe, math, science
favourite type of music: classical and pop. maybe ragtime too.
favourite type of sandwich: hotdog!

All of your friends
THE BEST ADVISOR: dunno.
THE BEST HAIR: esther! go for the lux advertisment!
THE BEST HANDWRITING: i think i like mine leh.
THE DIRTIEST MIND: muahahahahahahahaha! pineapple!!!! or me.
THE FUNNIEST: all are.
THE LOUDEST: dunno.
THE PRETTIEST: aiyoh. got a lot can or not. 205 alr got a lot. + pri sch ppl.
THE MOST GOOD-LOOKING: wo shi nu xiao de okay.
THE MOST TRUSTING: me. dunno leh. saiying?
THE NICEST EYES: mine. muahahaha XD maybe nq.
THE SHORTEST: justina.
THE SMARTEST: me. wahahahah.
THE TALLEST: me again. pri sch= abiramo??

Have You Ever
ASKED OUT A CRUSH: nope.
BEEN ON STAGE: dunno. ya. choral and drama night.
BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: nope.
CHEATED ON A TEST: i dunno. dont think so, but maybe.
CRIED DURING A MOVIE: 1 tear counted or not? xiao hai bu ben 2.
FELT LIKE YOU DIDN'T BELONG: ya.
FOUGHT A BLACK BELT: nope.
GONE TO CAMP: yea <3 KEPT A NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION: probably say but never do.
KEPT A SECRET FROM EVERYONE: ya. now also keeping.
STOLEN SOMETHING: food from other ppl?
TOLD A GIRL YOU LIKED HER: I AM A GIRL FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
WON A TROPHY: wushu ji ti? other than that ><
WRITTEN A LOVE POEM: using koko krunch as an analogy. but not dedicated to anyone.
LAST CD LISTENED: the whole thing? super sunshine ba.
MOVIE WATCHED: IRON MAN.

the last:
PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: its been a long time.
PERSON THAT SAW YOU CRY: i dont really cry.
PERSON YOU WENT TO THE MALL WITH: ikea considered mall or not.
SONG LISTENED TO: peters wen bie on sunday. or if not random song i played on piano.
THING YOU ATE: breakfast: bread with CRAB CREME,
THING YOU DRANK: pura milk.

Yes or No
GROWING UP SCARES ME MORE THAN IT SHOULD: yes. i dont want to grow up and be old and liverspotty. i want to be young forever,
I ADORE GETTING MAIL: i dont get mail
IF AT FIRST YOU DON'T SUCCEED, TRY, TRY AGAIN: depends on what thing.
IF YOU COULD DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN THREE WORDS: dunno. can ppl pls tell me? tag XD
IS YOUR COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM: in a random room.
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR BED ROOM WALLS: white.
HAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED: watch tv. play nostale. read. go shopping. watch movie. play piano. study XD
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: XD.
WHAT MAKES YOU SAD: DX xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
HAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: play piano.
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: no worst. got alot.

2008-05-14T22:13:00.004+08:00

CA results are out.
math: A1, 91%
the brilliant jessie tee got a freaking 95%!
i think i got second in class T.T
jessie is so smart!
if im not wrong, she got 57 for blocks.
well, well.
a strong contender.
i must work harder.

science (bio+chem): A1, 88%
second in class alongside kah mun, i think.
ngiam got 89%, which is the highest in class.
i still have to work harder.
i think i got this for sec 1 CA1 too.
dang,
no improvement, but at lease maintainment.

geography: 41.6666667/50
again, second in class.
first= gbia, who got 42. something.

crapp.
have you heard of the saying: the person who got second is the first loser.
I AM THE FIRST LOSER FOR 3 SUBJECTS.
WILL IT HURT THAT I GET 1ST FOR ONCE?
well, actually it might cos i would not be motivated to study anymore.
but hopefully i will win just once in my whole nanyang life.

below are the subjects of which i scored too low that there is really N.O.T.H.I.N.G to compare.
ranking in class, i dunno, but its gna be really really low.:D

chinese: B3, 66%
lousylousylousy.
DEFINITELY room for improvement.
i must study hard :D

history: 30/50
barely scraped through.
well, anyway.
history sucks.
and so does inference.
I WANT THAT WHOLE "there is only one right answer, and it is blahblahblah." THING.
seriously.
it would make life so much more easy.

so anyway,
humanities: A2, 72%
which sucks.
not really, but quite.
yes, i must 知足.
well, i suppose i could知足 for a second then get back up.
sigh, life in singapore is too fast-paced for you to even bend down to tie your shoelace, not to mention 知足.
by the time you tie finish, people are already miles ahead of you.
:D 知足
当一阵风吹来
风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海镜头
才发现笑着哭最痛。。。。。

anyway, l.a. is not out yet.
if i get A1, my MSG will be 1.6.
if i get A2, my MSG will be 1.8.
if i get B3, my MSG will be 2.0.

of which the latters are damn lousy.
shit manz.

for CA2, i aim for
humans to be A1,
chinese to be A2.
which is kind of impossible.
but if the pig can fly,
why cant i get A1 for humans and A2 for chinese?
BECAUSE that is just a story.
and besides, getting A1 for humans and A2 for chinese is not my dream.
thirdly, I AM NOT A PIG.

if i get A1 for all the subjects except chi and get A2 for chi, my MSG will hit 1.2
which will be da killa.
and this is when i will become really erm... i dunno.

2008-04-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

poems created by ,ahem, COPYRIGHT, me and jieying over a box of "duo" koko krunch and BROWN RICE NUTRISOY.
and i always thought koko krunch was coco crunch.
random pics?

cool milk sun thing that resembles the alka-seltzer rocket dartboard.)

nutrisoy! :D
bring it for class breakfast?

random hand, ahemahem, belonging to...

ARTISTIC PICTURE,
poured by ME and taken by ME!

same as previous. (:

ha, a pic of a pic on my phone.

zoom out!

zoom out again

lone kokokrunch in the Nutrisoy bottle :D

now, pictures in accordance to the poems :D

koko krunch is brown;
and koko kunch is white.
our colours may be different,
but love still can be found.

koko krunch is brown;
koko krunch is white.
you take away my frown;
you light up my life.

(see, the white one is broken but the brown one is not
CRUSHED BY SOMEONE CALLED J.I.E.Y.I.N.G, i think)

our koko krunch is dead,
and our love is long gone.
despite the effort made,
it cannot be reborn.

my heart is shattered,
but yours remains whole.
my heart feels so battered,
now that i've decided to let you go.

Our love is crushed by a Nutrisoy.
Falling, Falling, Falling THUMP.
***
at least we were crushed together--
organic brown rice and soy.

(the tide is out ): , and it looks GROSS.)
a kokokrunch on the sand of cup.
the tide comes in, i drown in the mud,
the tide goes out,
i am isolated.

2008-04-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

HCI science thing!:D
so fun O:
met with ngiam, van and jieying at the hci bus stop!
jieying was late.
we walked in.
ha!; found the science research centre.
hci signposts are more useful than we thought. :D
mrs sandy tan was there,
wited in the room.
ngiam and jieying argued loudly abt music.
once again, i felt like the kid when the parents are quarreling):
went in!
haha, noticed that 1 of the 5 hwachong guys is cute.
SURPRISING.
and it turns out, it was the one not wearing specs.
the ONLY ONE.
im shocked O:
quiz;
i rmbed sth abt eukaryotic and prokaryotic stuff,
sth related to bacteria but i forgot what.
1. strawberry stuff.
strawberry juice + detergent + meat tenderiser + hydrogen peroxide, then youre supposed to see the DNA.
while there was a place where you could put yr testtube, I SOMEHOW DIDNT SEE.
and i washed it.
but some red stuff frm the strawberry wouldnt come off, haha :D
but who cares.
2. DNA fingerprints
more boring than i thought.
3. virus thing.
e. coli and sth else, the use of penicillin and another antibiotic.
haha, the shuai hwachong guy came over at this point.
now tt i think of it, he sounded DOUBTFUL when asking: do you all understand?
then he said.
blahblah bacteria, then we put penicillin and "the other antibiotic" here.
hello!?
we know that.
we just why penicilin works for e. coli and not the sth else.
(its sth abt the cell walls)
anyway, we realised we were supposed to watch a video.
but it was super soft.
actually, we could hear if you lifted the laptop up.
but they wanted to demonstrate alka-seltzer rocket.
5. alka-seltzer rocket
alka-seltzer + water= KABOOOM.
and guess what?
the pingpong ball flies out.
anticlimax D:
ngiam + jy were saying, why never add water at the front of equation?
equation:
sth + citric acid = sth + sth + water.
cos it wont react yet unless with water.
at the top, they wrote; "when water is added".
i was right, i think MUAHAHAHA :D
when water is added, the citricism in the alka-seltzer turns to citric acid.
so tts where the water comes in.
it makes PERFECT SENSE.
dont feel like posting le.

2008-04-24T20:49:00.003+08:00

it has been 40+ minutes since my display name with the plea for help, and no one has replied yet.
i want to die.
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2008-04-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

tears.
frustration.
every time you ask me, i will help you.
but every time i ask you, you come up with some crap excuse.
im not asking you to teach me; i think im even better than you.
every time, youre hurrying to complete sth.
why am im even bothering to synonym the word?
so what if you know?
and do you think i dont have to do all those stuff?
everytime you come and tell me abt yr probs, do i go: oh, im RUSHING to do grandmother unseen prose.
whatever lah you.
if you dont want to help me, just say so.
and yr probs are not even really probs.
its just you thats WEAK.
tears.
frustration.
why am i so dumb?
cant even do a stupid Q.G.2.
help,
someone.
im desperate for help.
if not i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die so badly that it is not enough to say that if i do not recieve help, i will die.
this is my first tear in a few months.
why does no one know the answer to my question?

2008-04-23T17:14:00.003+08:00

multiple intelligences quiz: nsp1gnm5jhh36135

Congratulations, Yixu!
Your IQ score is 131

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

somehow, my name became "yixu" and my IQ increased by 10?!!
i have to pay $12.95 for the test, no thank you.

Yixu, your best quality shines through in how Stable you are

The fact that you're psychologically and emotionally stable and better able than most people to tolerate even the roughest situations really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a person with a strong will who is typically determined to follow through on difficult demands and meet important goals. You are an inventive and creative person who usually has an abundance of imagination and ideas, too.

In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.

We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 4 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.

Watch out! Insecurities and character weaknesses can spell trouble in your personal life and career. Don't let it happen to you. Find out how all your qualities work together to make you uniquely great in your personalized, 23-page Best Qualities Report. It's ready right now!

this is $4.95

2008-04-23T16:25:00.002+08:00

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you.

You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.

Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.

Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!

What People Don't Like About You:

People don't like that you seem unnatural and stiff at times. You sometimes give off an impression of being standoffish or fake.

People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them!

People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself.

What People Like About You:

People like that you truly take and interest in them. Everyone likes to be liked!

People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity.

People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important.

Do People Like You?

What Your Latte Says About You

You don't treat yourself very often. You find that indulging doesn't jibe with your very disciplined life.

You can be quite silly at times, but you know when to buckle down and be serious.

You have a good deal of energy, but you pace yourself. You never burn out too fast.

You're totally addicted to caffeine... but you like to pretend like you aren't!

You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful.

You are sophisticated and daring, but you are never snobby.

What Does Your Latte Say About You?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating.

Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers.

And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both.

No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 61%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High

You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.

You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.

However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are the Super Ego

While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.

You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.

Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself.

You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are Atena!

Wise beyond your years.

You're smart and have a great desire to succeed.

And with your determination, you'll get your wish.

Just make sure to fight your stubborn streak!

What Goddess Are You?

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside.

People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes.

And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary.

You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything!

You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around.

You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Below Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

2008-04-22T12:45:00.001+08:00

You Are a Ham Sandwich

You are quiet, understated, and a great comfort to all of your friends.
Over time, you have proven yourself as loyal and steadfast.
And you are by no means boring. You do well in any situation - from fancy to laid back.

Your best friend: The Turkey Sandwich

Your mortal enemy: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

You Are Duck

Exotic and unusual, you are a bit of a rare bird - literally.

You're known for being soft and succulent, though at times you can be a bit greasy.

What Kind of Meat Are You?

2008-04-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

muahaha i shall post on my food intake :D
- bread with nutella
- chocolate milk <3
- a few APPLE BITES gummy
- a few fish + Jacobs Craks
- 1 walnut?
- 1 Haribo coke sweet
- hopefully, 1/5 pack of bbq roller coaster
- mango
- honeydew
- 1/2 of gelato, rum and raisin + rocher
- 2 pieces of this horribly calorified chocoltate with yoghurt (140 kcal)
- magnolia yoghurt ice cream, mango (44 kcal)
- Fish with Thai Sauce
(fish + rice + weird vege)
- 1/2 apple + 1/2 prune

i think i exceeded my daily intake.
by A LOT.
or, as ngiam says, "limited my limit".
which doesnt make sense :D

2008-04-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

7. wah lao eh you.
out to suan me right.
get the little kid to come in.
whatever lah.
not my fault i cant SCOOP ICECREAM lorh.
im trying lorh.
i say 'okay' you look so shocked.
think i cannot is it?
i can one lah.
i will get distinction for you to see.
and it will not be because of YOU.
it will all be because of the effort i put in.
you think i very lousy right?
think i very pretentious right?
suan me suan me suan suan suan.
keep suaning lah.
tt time you alr suan me alr think i dont know.
think im a retarded kid who likes to show off right?
F***.

2008-04-19T13:05:00.001+08:00

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic

While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good

Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

2008-04-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

You Are a Brownie Cheesecake

A little chunky and a little gooey, you pretty much run on sugar!

You take hedonism to the extreme.. And people love you for it.

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

You Are a Jam Cookie

On the outside, you project a straight-laced, innocent vibe.

But on the inside, you're complex, exotic, and full of flavor.

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Your Life is 28% Off Track

In general, your life is going very well.

You're quite happy with where you are and what you're doing.

And even if you get a bit off course, you're usually able to get back on track easily.

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Sensitivity Score: 22%

In general, you don't let your senses overwhelm you.

You're pretty stoic, and you're good at blocking out what's going on around you.

However, you are still sensitive enough to enjoy all the beautiful things in the world!

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

You Are Coffee Ice Cream

Energetic and lively, you are always on the go.

You're doing a million things at once and doing them well.

You tend to motivate others and raise spirits.

You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from your vision and clarity.

You're able to see above all the small things in life and wisely understand the big picture.

Anything bad in your life comes from not giving enough... or giving too much.

Remember to not be stingy with others. But also remember not to give to the point of exhaustion.

The Keys To Your Life

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet.

You always know how to brighten someone's mood, but you're not overly sappy.

In fact, you can be a bit too honest at times. And most people find that refreshing.

While you're always true to yourself, you keep things light. That's how people are able to stomach your slightly bitter outlook.

Those who like you have well refined tastes.

You're complicated - and let's face it - a true enigma.

You enjoy defying expectations, and there are many layers to your personality.

There's not one easy way to define you.

What Kind of Pie Are You?

You Are Yogurt

Modern and streamlined, you prefer a breakfast that's quick and healthy.

You live a fast paced life, and you get breakfast only when you're lucky.

And while you are strapped for time, you are still a hardcore foodie.

You often eat the best that your money can buy. You figure you're worth it.

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

2008-04-17T12:28:00.002+08:00

You Are Mostly Virtuous

You are a good person, or at least as good as you can be.

You try to do the right thing, and you have ended up with many virtues.

While you are virtuous, you aren't a saint.

There's definitely a bit of devilishness deep in your heart!

Where You Are Virtuous

You have the virtue of Resolution. You are determined to do what you should, no matter how difficult it is.

You have the virtue of Cleanliness. You keep yourself and your home clean.

You have the virtue of Humility. You don't boast or brag.

Where You Are Not Virtuous

You lack the virtue of Order. Many aspects of your life are chaotic and a total mess.

You lack the virtue of Chastity. You aren't guarded when it comes to intimacy.

You lack the virtue of Sincerity. You don't tell the truth if it doesn't suit you.

Are You Virtuous?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.

Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.

You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.

You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.

You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Observation Skills Get A C-

You tend to notice the big things in life...

But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

You Are French Food

Snobby yet ubiquitous.

People act like they understand you more than they actually do.

What Kind of Food Are You?

You Belong in Summer

Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world...

You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day.

Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather.

What Season Are You?

Your Heart is Red and Orange

Your heart is enthusiastic and optimistic.

You are creative, witty, and brilliant.

You bring levity and happiness to relationships.

You're good at loving people for who they are.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.

You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...

Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.

To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

2008-04-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

i'm supposed to be doing history assignment 2, but WHO CARES.
i dont know how to do anyway,

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Scent is Pumpkin Pie

Warm, comforting, and a bit old fashioned

You've got what men want - believe it or not!

What's Your Girl Smell?

You Are a Comma

You are open minded and extremely optimistic.

You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything.

You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests.

You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time.

Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to.

(But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.)

You excel in: Inspiring people

You get along best with: The Question Mark

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

What Your Shamrock Says About You

You are brilliant, analytical, and somewhat of a perfectionist. You are ultra competent and knowledgeable.

At times, people find you intimidating. You can be a bit sarcastic and harsh.

You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck.

You are creative, innovative, and complicated. You definitely have a unique spin on the world.

The Shamrock Personality Test

Your Birthdate: December 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

You are destined for a life of travel and fun.

Your strength: Your likeability

Your weakness: You never feel satisfied

Your power color: Bright yellow

Your power symbol: Asterisk

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Your EQ is 113

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.

Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.

You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

2008-04-11T09:14:00.002+08:00

in comp lab during malay :D
shouldnt have learnt malay stuff.
apa khabar?
khabar biak.
haha.
i was penat yesterday and berpuluhed a lot during training.
but it was a PRODUCTIVE training!
i guess that if xue is not surly and crabby, training would be much better.
it was a different kind of penat.
not the leg suan until cannot move kind, but rather sweat a lot and just want to lie there and sleep kind.
anyways, im supposed to be doing history now, but who cares.
junior college (jc) = maktab rendah = mug til become rendang!
doesnt make sense right!

during pccg, for pccg booklet there was the:
i must be slim for others to notice me.
erm IF YOU WERE SUPER FAT EVERYONE WILL NOTICE YOU AS YOU CLOG UP THE WHOLE ORCHARD ROAD ROAD.
there was a polling thing.
do you want to reduce school hours?
well, if you do that YOU WONBT GET ANYTHING DONE.
not that i like sch or anything, but our sch hours are just enough for study.
its like might as well say dont go to sch lah.
wah lao.
if you really decrease sch hours in 10 years NY will be the lousiest sch in singapore.
but i could do with changing the uniform(:
i was thinking of white hci uniform with hong zi logo!
nice manz.
at least we cold have some sleeves.
and people, please HUAN BAO.
seriously.
i knw its ma fan and everything.
and you cant really feel the effects now, except for the OPPRESSIVE HEAT.
but thats just the beginning.
its very irresponsible to waste stuff.
you know yr future generations will really suffer.
nan dao you dont care about that at all?
well, if like that i hope you will be reincarnated into someone 100 years laterand you will suffer like crazy.
is it really that hard to eat with a non-disposable bowl?
is hygeine really that important?
would you rather eat A BIT unhygenically or waste 1000 tonnes of paper that will really have devastating effects on the environment.
pls think about it.
fan2 xing3 fan2 xing3.
if nto, you will really regret it.
the future generations (if they wont die on the horrible global problems) will suffer for the mistakes their ancestors, which is you, made.

2008-04-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

6. wahlao eh.
f*** you lah asshole.
EXCUSES.
PLAIN EXCUSES.
you cowardly little shit, why can you just admit it.
dont want then say lah!
are you a man or not.
i want kill you like shit.
what kind of xxxxxx (7 letters) are you.
so biased can?

2008-04-08T21:05:00.001+08:00

2008-04-06T19:49:00.003+08:00

5. please, please dont do anything silly.
the holy being who watches over him, please protect him.
hes so devoted to you.
dont 想不开.
dont just lay down your life at the feet of the shinigamis.
and youre not pathetic.
it is you thinking that you are pathetic that is pathetic.
since when have you not been nice?
you have always been nice to me, it is just that i am not nice to you.
The pursuit for the nonexistent may render one's mind empty of what is actually important.
YOU are important.
i dont care how xxx you are.
i just hope that you would be happy.
its scary that , well yeah.
dont hurl verbal abuse at yourself.
you will go mad.
DONT go mad.
and dont look down on yourself.
all that you think/say you are not, you actually are.
while, i on the other hand, am not.
just know that there are people around you, no matter how distant, that dont want to see you suffer.

be happy.

im glad.
help came.
im so happy.
but i cant help wondering,
was it my absolutely-brief-and-possibly-nonexistent prayer?

2008-04-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

continuation of previous post:

4. why am i wasting this on you?
you think you're very popular right? well, truth is, youre not. NOBODY knows your freaking XXXG. nobody. NOBODY. you dont even have anyone to go with you to your mortal class. popular? my ass.
and your skin sucks. the picture is totally cut off. see, tis why i dont link you. it would be an insult to me. the person who made it has NO SKILL, and the person who chose it to be her skin has NO TASTE.
well, and you just love boasting, dont you? think you're very smart? you're NOT. totally. if you're smarter than me, i'll bite my hand till it bleeds.
think you're very pretty? stare at me with those ugly eyes? i'll gourge them out.
and you have NO strength. cant even make a sound. steal others' ones. think i didnt see?
and you S.U.C.K at singing. pitching 100% off.
you little spoilt brat.

2008-03-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

You Are 32% Open Minded

You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind.

You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different...

But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong.

You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them.

How Open Minded Are You?

You Are More Yin

Feminine

Devoted

Forgiving

Fall

Winter

Afternoon

Moon

Time

Passive

Metal

Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

You Are 28% Phobic

Scared? You? Not really. Everyone has a few normal phobias, and you're no exception.

It's okay to be afraid of a few things. You wouldn't be human if you weren't.

How Phobic Are You?

2008-03-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

Found this on a random blog.
Say 15 things you always wanted to say to 15 different people
Do not name these people.
many things to say, but cant say it in fear of hurting relationships.

1> Please, dont turn to tears as the first alternative. seriously, it wont help. in the same condition as you, and yet, do you notice, im NOT. what use is crying? will it turn back time? NO. will it help you complete what you need to do? NO. will it change matters? NO.

2> DONT, DONT, DONT ever criticize me again. you havent even heard it, yet, yeps its STEREOTYPE. you know, i never ever do it properly in front of you. such negative flak, is it tt u see tt im so determined and you want me to fall? to wallow in the depths of inconfidence and never be able to stand up again? it was, and still is, hard for me. but i reallyreallyreally want it. as a friend, you should like encourage me? yet you blatantly told me (more or less):you SUCK. what about you? you cant even do it properly. using that weak F--SE--O. makes it sound very disgusting, like a gross old wet cloth.
and im getting tired of you HATING THE WORLD.
stop boasting of your non-existent achievements. stop boasting over them. boastboastboast. who cares? stop boasting about yr lousiness, thinking they are so great.
and dont throw me aside. seriously. if youre gonna spent half the time insulting/ignoring me, tell me. i have other ppl to spend time with, not just you.

3> whats wrong with that. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!? okay; even if this sounds damn ego or what, but. i dont HATE people unless i feel that they hate me. YOU are a classic example. one moment being nice, one moment being the exact opposite. you find that irritating? SORRY, its only you. you against the world. distracting you? BE FLEXIBLE. ignore it. its their own preference (or maybe even mine) what they want to do, when. but you have to know, that some people had to overcome an emotional/mental barrier before they could do just what you hate. and seriously, its very hurting. and, they DO NOT HAVE NO USE. its music. its an universal language. i dont care what you insult, but it better not be music. no use to you, you feelingless and weird person, but its a whole world to someone else. just because you dont have the ability to interpret it does not mean that you can criticize it in you own pathetic way.
how cna you criticize it? if you dont like it, then come up with your own design! you cant right? then stop complaining. you spoilt kid. must everything go your way? no taste? whose the one with NO TASTE. and whats with insulting the slogan?! do you not understand, thickhead? same thing again, interpret it in your own weird way, thatws your problem. youre not welcome here anyway.

this is all for today.

2008-03-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

ADDICTED TO BLOGTHINGS. :D

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.

You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.

However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.

Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

You Are Strawberry Pocky

Your attitude: fresh and sweet

Comforting, yet quirky ... quietly hyper

You always see both sides to everything

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

You Are 29% Independent

You're a little independent, but overall you tend to follow the crowd.

Fitting in is more important to you than you may realize.

Are You an Independent Woman?

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.

You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.

If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are extravagant, over the top, and indulgent. You set trends and influence people.

You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

Your Spelling is Perfect

You got 10/10 correct.

Your spelling is excellent. You also have a great memory and eye for detail.

How's Your Spelling?

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.

However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.

You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

Your Mind is Blue

Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.

You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.

Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Mind?

Your Brain's Pattern

You're a simple thinker, and this is actually a very good thing.

You don't complicate matters when you don't have to.

You look for the simplest explanation or solution, and you go with that.

As a result, your mind is uncluttered and free of stress.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.

And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.

You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.

Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

What Color Green Are You?

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 6/10 questions right!

There's some things most people know... except for you.

Are You Stupid?

You Are Medium Maintenance

You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls

But you aren't the most laid back chick either

You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%!

If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little

But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

Your Heart is Feeling Safe

Right now, all is good with your heart. And you intend on keeping it that way.

Whether you're deeply in love or just looking, you know that your heart will be taken care of.

You never risk your heart too much, but you don't hold it back either. You know who to trust your heart with.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little too comfortable

Your current outlook on love: Calm and future oriented

Your love life will improve if you: Treat other people's hearts the way you expect yours to be treated

Watch out for: Taking the people you're dating for granted

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

You Are 59% Tortured Genius

You are very smart and a little bit tortured. Like a tortured genius in training.

You're brilliant enough to see how screwed up the world is. Just don't let it screw you up!

Are You a Tortured Genius?

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.

While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.

Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.

You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.

Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's Your Personality Type?

2008-03-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

Your Chocolate Easter Bunny Personality

You know what you want in life and how to get it.

You're not going to waste time or let yourself be meek

Whether it's chocolate, money, or power...

You take what you can get, and you act quickly.

You have a lot of energy, and people sometimes scared by your determination.

Not that you care what other people think. You're not going to apologize for who you are.

The Easter Bunny Quiz

er. am i that bad?! >w< :D

What Your Easter Egg Says About You

You are a deeply spiritual and passionate person.

Easily moved, you feel emotions strongly and clearly.

You are compassionate, loving, and kind.

People feel inspired by your strength and convictions.

The Easter Egg Personality Test

this's better. :D

You Are an Egg that Looks Like a Chicken

Cute but totally completely confused.

What Kind of Easter Egg Are You?

only one word--huh!?

You Are a Cadbury Creme Egg

You're the type that stole little brother's easter basket so that you could have MORE CANDY!

What Easter Candy Are You?

MUAHAHA!
calories is the only obstacle.

You Are a Buttered Popcorn Jelly Bean

You have a strong, distinct flavor that makes you quite controversial. Some people love you, others wish you would disappear forever.

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

who is the 'others'?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.

People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.

You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.

Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

No. No.

You Are a White Flower

A white flower tends to represent purity, simple beauty, and modesty.

At times, you are dignified like a magnolia.

And at other times, you represent great ecstasy, like a white orchid.

And more than you wish, you're a little boastful, like a white hydrangea.

What Color Flower Are You?

2008-03-22T18:53:00.002+08:00

i decided, theyre quite nice :D
especially the first one.
---

DILEMMA D:
shld i, or shld i not?
not the adult one.
im think i would love xxxx if i knew everyone, just like them.
but the prob is,
i dont.
stepping into a midst of unknown ppl,
out of which; those which i know, i dont know.
its EXTRA.
please guide me.

2008-03-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

why?
i really want to help.
but i cant.
the only way is through communication,
but yet i cant.
the only communication is through msn,
but i can change it,
yet i cant.
the first thing that comes to mind;
yet it is already said.
i would be sincerely meaning it if i said it,
but yet it would seem fake and old.
caught up in schoolwork,
caught up with daydreams and fantasies,
i forget the most important thing.
i dont know what it is;
but it definitely is not xxxx.
why?
is pride worth more than one's happiness?
i hate myself.
-------------------------------------
to all those who have tagged in response to my previous post,
thanks.

really.

. \
' /
(the deformed rueful smile.)

2008-03-03T20:07:00.004+08:00

i really am a shit lousy person.
i am horribly untalented.
1. i dont like my cca.
anyway, im not even good at wushu.
keep getting scolded by xue.
2. i cant play the piano properly.
samuel/laytin/saloni are like 100 times better than me.
i cannot even compare.
beside them im a laughing stock.
especially samuel.
3. i cant sing properly.
why the f*** do i join mc then?
im so lousy.
i sing so horribly.
why am i bent on hurting others' ears?
4. im not even smart.
i cannot even get EESIS.
i flunk everything.
SO WHY, TELL ME WHY AM I WASTING SO MUCH MONEY ON STUFF I WILL NEVER DO WELL?
5. im dont even look nice.
6. im fat.
7. i dont know how to comfort others.
8. im antisocial at times.
and many many more.
im a pathetic specimen of a human.
really.
why?
why am i so shitty and pathetic?
i have no good points.
AT ALL.
so what am i doing here on earth?
maybe i should give up my presence on earth to help some one better than me live.
only then would i be of any use.
only then would i not be a waste of space.

caoge qian chang hui <3

2008-03-02T20:58:00.004+08:00

haii always too lazy to blog.
but i shall make an exception just this once.
to show everyone how CAOGE ROCKS! <3
and convert them to caogeism.

okayy.
at bugis...
met at 3 with pineapple (joling) and jieying!
they forced me to change to tt red shirt.
but pineapple didnt wear her white shirt.
jy was wearing her pink shirt!
(its all the same shirt but different pattern and colour.
but i guess liddat it wld be considered a DIFFERENT shirt,
just frm the SAME shop) (:

we went to do "maths" at macs!
ate 1/3 sundae.
<3 hot fudge (:
so long never eat le.
calories D: so cheng ji 1/3 the calories!
ate 1/3 of 6 nuggets, = a grand total of 2 nuggets
= 100 calories.

not full yet!
so i shared with jy flavor burst.
pineapple ate choco cone.
and this whole time, we were CRAPPING.
is that considered math?
MUAHAHAHAHA.
and lastly...
shared LARGE FRIES.
i dont usually eat so much.
but another exception.
i need energy to scream when i see gary!
100+100+150+225= whatever.
i dont want to know.
pokes fat at stomach.
):

we decided to leave to prevent further consumption of calories!
(jy wanted to eat cheeseburger.)
the caoge podium was alr set up!
i forgot to bring the i zhou kang.
the first 50 people with it can go to the front part.
i decided tt dont waste money.
stand at the back also same what.
but then at the last min i ran down to buy.
RUSH BACK UP.
heng ah;
im the 49th.
and i bought super sunshine!
apparently i wont part with it for more than 24 hrs (its with rolly nw).
i will part with it for a grand total of 18 hours.
at first i was in the 3rd row.
but i squeezed into the second row.
saw that some ppl have caoge shirt.
JEALOUS ><
i want too!
theyre frm garyfriend club.
pineapple and jy pangsehhed me!!!
but pineapple lent me her 8 megapix cam.
<3333 but i scared not enough memoryy...

look at my hp.
realised its only 5.17 when it actually starts at 6!
>< so i started smsing ppl.

CAOGE CAME!
screamscreamscream!!!!

started singing (er i forgot what).
so nice!
caoge rocks.
videovideovideo.
he sang 'myway' which he he2 chang4 with himself.
so pro man (:
i realised tt i could get the poster cos i bought the cd from there.
so happy! (:
caoge started waving at some people in the middle of songs.
i wanted to wave too but so scary!
wait he dao me.
then in the middle of ai ai(i think) he came down the stage.
everyone scream and stick out their hand.
i stuck out mine too!
but he never shake.
saw him close up.
looks ever so shuai!
caoge<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
oh mann.
actually, in his cd, ni3 de4 ge1 and supersunshine is written for his FANS.
which, technically, is ME.
muahahahaha!!!
he sang 7 songs.
and forgot to mention, his crowd size is like 5 times lin yuzhongs!
of course, caoge is so much proer.

then they ask caoge to take a pic with singapore.
he went to sit on the railing!
i was pushed along with some mad crowd until i was less than "van-to-jolene" distance.
HA!
im nearer to caoge than van was to ahchou.
TWICE.
the dj was like 不要乘机模他！
then someone was like 模! and pat his back.
xintiao jiasu! <333
omg.

signing autographs!
they sign on the lyrics book.
shake his hand.
stare into his nicenice eyes!(:
caoge you rock !
next time i will give him a fan letter.
somehow, i forgot to purposely extend the shaking hands thing.
collected my poster!
its B.I.G.
gonna tear dwn my fahrenheit poster.
caoge pwns!
i decided to wait down the aisle for him to sign finish.
after all, hes not at s'pore everyday.
wait like 15 mins.
meanwhile, hear his nicenice songs.
after a while i started getting bored, so i tried to see hw long he signed.
found a most prominent figure at back of queue
GAY PINK SHIRTED GUY.
><
after less than 5 mins,
i spotted the same guy at the front of the queue.
then they had this countdown thing.
at abt 7.15
30..
29..
28..
27..
26..
25..
24..
23..
22..
21..
20..
19..
18..
17..
16..
15..
14..
13..
12..
11..
10..
9..
8..
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1..
end of rental of tt place, i guess.
caoge came down the aisle!
screamed and stuck out my hand.
this time he touched it.
yay!

and that was the end of my vision of caoge ):
at least i touched his hand THRICE.

2008-01-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

What Lim Yixuan Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i think this is rather accurate.
and rather not.
"You don't get worked up easily.
i do.
in math.
"Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is."
this is an OVERstatement.
"You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long."
yeps/
look at dadong and evan yo ><
argh i cant be bothered to comment on the rest.
but i can say is about 70-75% accurate.
no one can say my blog's dead now!

2007-12-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

i love this song man.

2007-11-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

i bought superman!
$9.90 from ts.
at first the woman was totally BLIND.
i asked her and she said its sold out.
then the other woman found it.
i can understand if its the last piece.
but theres a display piece and a new one frm the drawer!
><
wth lorh.
then at the carpark i tried to open it with my dad's key.
which failed miserably.
i scratched caoges face instead. ):
i managed to open it but there was a giant crack!
so pissed.
its not really giant, just abt 5 cm.
but still!
ruining my nice nice caoge cd.
hrmmph.
my aunt & dad said it was fine.
but hello!
its my caoge cd.
how could they!
):
im going tmr to change.
they better give me a crackless scratchless cd!

at caoges blog he was like "I AM LEAVING THE ENTERTAINMENT BUSINESS FOR TWO YEARS."
THANKS blah blah.
then at the end of the post, he was like haha joking.
wtf.
got my heart beating so fast can.

cant wait for his 3rd album!
p.s. when i came to the comp there was the superman cd lying there.
i think there was dejavu!
it just looked so familiar there!
and calming.
this sounds really shit but ><

2007-11-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

i feel like buying superman!
as in caoges cd.
but hes having a new album soon!
so i guess i'll just buy a cheapo one.
china-ban.

HORRIBLE HORRIBLE blister on my thumb!
according to alyssas analysis,
-gun ppl have blisters on the side of the thumb
-jian ppl have blisters on the top half of the thumb
-dao ppl have blisters on the index finger!
=D
but its (my blister) kind of cute!
if you peel away the skin on top, it looks like a pink swimming pool><
and when i took one lump of the cream thingy and put it there, it looks like a person in a swimming pool!
hahaa sounds kind of lame.
i had some pictures but my comp cant read it!):
horrible muscle ache><
i cant put weight on my right leg.
wushu is da killa man.
aif i dont get more muscle all my xin ku is bai fei!
><

&&shu dao wu da ying wo is damn nice!
<3333333333
if sb sings this for me i'll be like damn touched can.
and does anhbody have gegeblue?
i want qing ren jia kuai le, chen mo wan ju and fall in love!
thanks(:

2007-11-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

i pierced my ear!
and got an ipod!
so happy mahnns.

wushu training><
jiao tong!
and sometimes when i do ma bu i will end up squating.
my wushu pants has a(nother) hole.
O__________O

is anybody free?
lets go out!
im bored at home.

2007-11-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

oh mahnn.
how dead can my blog be ><
nowadays dby is stealing my posting time!
and every minute or so i must be like GRR CANNOT! must resist the temptation!
and i got so many things to worry abt.
firstly : my 60 hr training.
but i realise it may not be 60 hrs after all.
xue was saying december dont have a lot.
today only like 9 ppl showed up for training.
sec 3s didnt come!
luckily samantha didnt come (hahaa sorry) if not we would be forced (not really, but you see, im nice and listen to my seniors) to endure 4duangun with MANY encores.
and during "ce shi" suprisingly i didnt get scolded too badly.
ha i bet xue is just plain blind and didnt see.
such a relief mahnn.
i guess i believe in miracles now.
(not only in this situation(: )
and half the time me and susi were standing in the first step position.
which just involves raising the gun and looking sideways.
so if xue comes we can just continue and say oh look we're doing!
then emily was supposed to uhm "ce shi" us.
because of the who proness thing.
which cut us some slack duh.
she said bi hua.
halfway i sneaked up and got my cube.
then i was playing.
then we had to go up.
so i wanted it to be like clipped between my wushu pants waistband.
unfortunately it failed.
and dropped to my ankle there.
luckily got elastic!
but he asked us for ce shi so i had to fling it (in plain sight) under a chair.
he didnt notice ><

and i also have to worry abt om!
OUR BLOODY GRP ONLY HAS 5 PPL.
and beishi just told me her grp ppl which adds up to only 6.
i asked her 6 can meh but SHE DOESNT REPLY!
and marie didnt get her smp email yet.
and i dont know if jy is getting sch based!
><
if like that our grp will be left with only 3 ppl.
and nerice keeps being emo abt joling daoing her and we wont get anything done!
like we can even get into om with 3 ppl.

2007-10-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

i just realised that i have sth everyday ><

SUNDAY:mc<3333333333333333333333333
MONDAY:piano
TUESDAY:wushu
WEDNESDAY:tll english
THURSDAY:wushu
FRIDAY:busy bee (IM NOT A BEE.)
SATURDAY:tll science

audrey must think im crazy.
everytime she asks me to go buy stuff for choral, i will be like later i got tuition.
so heck crazy can.
and out of all, i like music clinic (obviously) & piano.
which means, out of the 7 days of the week, i have 5 lousy days.
its so dumb its not even funny.
i wonder why im still here.
damn kiasu parents ><

mc!
intermediate lesson 1...
andy wasnt there (duh at army)
and matthais (is it [the spelling] wrong? it seems wrong. sorry!)
but there was sb else!
called lilian!
there was 5% discount(:
we had to wait as xuanchong was doing diaphragm assessment.
the lilian skipped basic!
how can she):
(:
shes supposedly 23.
now like theres 3 20+ ppl in our mc class!
which makes me feel REALLY young!!!
rolly says that she cant wait for her birthday because by then i will be the only one under 13!

the room only has 5 chairs!
and if you can count (hopefully), there is 6 ppl!
so we moved the outside chair in.
me & nelia.
but it was damn hard.
pullpullpull but nth happened.
then we realised its supposed to be lifted up to detach.
hahaa.
and GOOD NEWS we wont be singing zhi dao anymore!
now its wo zhen de shou shang le.
which is quite nice!
and according to rolly, there are 20 les.
as in the chinese word le.
like chi wan fan le that le.
>< im too lazy to open chinese star!
haha.
at the end of every phrase is a le.
le : 了
finally i move my hand (to the mouse).

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

see?
except 快乐, but 乐 of course is pronounced as le too!
my lip trills suck.
and now belly breath is 12-17!
im one of the lousiest.
but rolly was like as lynn says, refillable.
so much its scary ><
我真的受伤了 is nice!
rolly says zhang xue you is ugly.

bras basah!
i went to popular but THEY WERE NOT THERE.
pangseh me lorh.
they were actually at a mini stage at national library.
chen xi painted black veins on my LOVELY leaf.
yukas leaf was damn weird (:
there was a dark green ring amongst the lighter green parts.
she said there was no more paint.
yunge has nano!
silver 4GB.
i was looking at the songs then evie said whose not doing anything!
and chuan ling was like this person!
(pointing at me)
evil (:
i had to change the paint water ><
i had to wrap it in paper.
or risk being killed by security guards!
it spilled, for some reason.
when all over my foot!
but sb was using the handicap toilet.
the toilet had ppl.
and they might stare.
so of course i didnt go in,.
then jy came.
& we went in together.
finally i got it washed.
one of the sinks had sth tt looked suspiciously like vomit!
the girl & boy mask is damn freaky.
audrey shanping vanessa and jessie came back with brown shirts!
one was "shopping queen"
the other was "this shirt looks better wet" and "car wash sth sth sth 10 dollars sth sth. For special services call me"
the last sentence sounds SO, SO wrong.
shopping queen!

i went with yunge to hans.
coke is all caffeineish soi decided to buy the orange coloured thing in the dispenser.
i told the counter woman "the yellow thing"
and it was damn funny so we both started laughing like siao.
then she was like "xiao jie ni yao shen me mah?"
so retarded can
then i was like "i want.. tt yellow thing,"
which was actually orange juice.
so funny lah.

then i went shopping!
bought a star necklace,
the walletshop stuff (myuk pencilcase & handphone case)
and really cute pens!
which is DAMN DAMN ex.
3 for $20.
rob bank!
i shall not reveal the secret of the pens!

2007-10-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

gaah.
my father is playing harmonica outside ><
went to fajah today!
i brought my jacket, but decided i didnt want to bring it anymore so i threw it into the classroom cos the doors were closed and presumably locked and so were the windows
and the fact tt i was too lazy (:
our bus was terrible):
the other classes had much better buses!
and shit i feel like vomiting now.
cos i just remembered tt there was a half-eaten-and-rotten apple on the floor!
why did beishi have to tell us (:
and gang hao now im eating an apple!
hopefully i dont puke.
&& mrs sandy tan says tt theres amonia in vomit!
she was saying if sb puked rush over and say "wait dont clean yet!" and sniff it.
LOLS.
justina told me the hall was small and dinghy.
it wasnt tt bad after all!
granted, it was kinda small.
OUCH i just bit my lip twice.
anyway continuing...
the curtains were orange which is like !!!
but it was windy!
unlike our sch hall.
but theres no bball court!
):
i'm k3!
we liu yi nian of k2 (according to saiying) (:
we played blow wind blow!
which is kind of childish but fun at the same time.
and wacko!
i kept saying aki i dont know why.
then we fold the ketupat!
mine was like super screwed up so i redid.
&& one leaf was fat while the other thin so my ketupat looked like a pillow.
as in the shape.
everybody saboed rosanne to wear the sari!
she looked damn cool lah.
we expected her to win the fashion show ><
in the hall julie poo wore until so bimbo!
and she had a vanguard-sheet bag with the words SEXY.
hhahaha.
and on the stage she threw her stupid rose down.
and she had a lot of pics of guys "proposing" to her!
shit man whats with my comp.
the " comes from Shift+2 and @ comes from Shift + '
so retarded lorh. w
hy is ai qing mo fa shi loading so slowly!
so angry ><
the refreshments were kinda nice.
i gave lihan my kueh bulu! im so nice, am i not?(:
the big noodle-like thing was SICK.
and nerice had to ask lihan to break for her cos her purr wittle hands arwe tuu weak.
(:

why dont they have anymore L/XL hong zis!
so angry!
esp now tt its 4 bucks.
can you believe it?
4 bucks!
3 bubble teas!
when it was like 8 bubble teas?
oh manzzz.
ny had tao kae noi!
tom yum goong <3
in class i was like BAREFOOT.
cos my blister like so irritating.
and i hit (a bit) the ohp):
luckily nth happened.
i wanted to go sac but jy had to look for xing ying!
and yunge & yuka had to tune their yangqins.
so i played ball!
(with lihan, part of the time)
i wrote "we love the balls! dont return them yet"
but marie rubbed them off.
she started reading bleach!
and i find the chi version so ><
i will take like SUPER LONG.
dont know how i managed to read slam dunk and hikaru no go.
and the birthday book for anime characters only has byakuya & ichigo for bleach!
so pathetic,.
TOUSHIRO<3
oreo chocolate!!!
my waistline is not thanking me ):

2007-10-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

argh it actually took me 20 seconds to think and remember what we did today.
the first aid course!
and now i know, the pink liquid you put on wounds is called...
CHLORO-... something
ha!
at least i remember something.

captainsballcup practice!
i was catcher.
so boliao.
and jy is very good at defending!
and lao ma always whacks the ball out so hard that it goes out.
which i kind of useless an action, sorry to say.
the ball will go to the other team!
but at least the opponents catcher wont catch it.
i did shou shi>.
well, i tried to.
but unfortunately, it felt damn weird.
and volleyball is cool!
1/1 was playing.
but not as violent as carol yesterday.
we shall keep that piece of plaster from the ceiling as a memorial!

THE FATEFUL DAY THE CEILING CRASHED DOWN;
here we have,
CEILING

hahahahaa.
i still remember : MUCHAGABI!
its when you use dictionary and type "muahhahhahaha" lol.

the briefing for CAP/FPS/SMP/IVP/OM is sooo depressing.
im starting to think of next year.
what a vicious cycle ><
im only starting to enjoy the official (by me (: ) non-studying.
correction,
i CANNOT enjoy it!
because of a certain someone, im stuck with TONS of homework.
that i certainly dont deserve.
i didnt get that bad for eoys.

jy wants smp.
nerice wants smp.
joling shld be fine with anything.
i dont know.
but the competition is so erm whats the word!
nevermind.
the chance is so slim!
theres 2 things im worrying about.
1. i get in and they dont.
2. they get in and i dont.
hey people lets just be happy and join om!
i hate worrying.

today, i typed a message;
a message so very private,
a message i did not mean to send.
it consisted of four words,
but there was a continuation.

i didn't even remember typing it before;
so why?
the continuation only appears when such was typed before.

do i think of you so much?
that even, unwittingly,
i do such silly things?
i yearn for that day
that i will not have to do this again.
but instead, have you type such a message;
and actually send it,
to me.
--angst;

2007-10-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

which is better!
ds or psp!

nitendo ds
nice games: bleach, pokemon
bleach has really good reviews!
the Bleach DS 2nd: Kokui Hirameku Requiem.
sounds so good(:
and pokemon is like NICE.
according to how joling plays it.
and i checked; out of the supposed 'top 50 games in this century', only as little as 10% is from PSP.
while the rest is like gameboy advance/ds!
and you can actually play gameboy advance in ds!
and pokemon ruby is ranked highest in that list.
and i want to play mario<3

psp
double up as mp3: memory card can store mp3.
memory card is like 32 mb.
which is so much more than ipod!
games arent so nice: no pokemonn.
actually bleach:heat the soul 4 has quite good reviews too ):

HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW.
shld i play nice games-music or have not-so-nice games + music?
help.
people please poll (:

2007-10-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

NOBODY TAGS.
):
we celebrated the end of exams with KBOX.<3333333
took cab there.
but poor yuka had to sit in front.
because we made her! feel so bad...
sorry yuka!
cost $2.25 each.
THEN WE ATE PIZZA HUT!
i wanted to order the cheeze fondue but it was too ex!
OMG i just spelled ~~cheeze~~ cheese wrongly (again)
so we bought the student 4 ppl meal!
which costs more than 10 bucks less.
there was summer vegetable soup and creamy mushroom.
obvious choice?
creamy mushroom!
you were supposed to say that(:
but everybody else took summer vegetable!
and i took too ladlefuls (you can calll me greedy now sob)
and it was overflowing.
and it overflowed onto the table to form a thick starchy pop-up mound ><
which looked damn sick.
but mushroom is nice!
then we realized the receipt put the price (before all the surcharges) as $35 or sth!
when it was actually supposed to be only $25.
SCAMMERRS.
yunge "stole" a menu.
then i demanded (hahaa im not so uncouth) to know why the price is so weird!
yes it was me):
they said i was the bravest 'cos im in wushu.
ha!
then we ate pizza!
and as usual, i ate the bbq one first.
while they ate the hawaiian.
HOW CAN THEY PANGSEH ME.(:
we seperated the last two pieces of each kind of pizza into 2.
because everyone loved the lovelayys bbq!
yuka and yunge cut until so nice!
but the one me and jy cut was ugly O____O
which was mostly my fault.
i took the ungliest piece!
then we went kbox.
yunge signed up as member.
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lets recount the songs i remember singing!
bei pan
supermodel
shi chen xiang shi (i just realised. tao zhe IS cute.)
tong hua.
wu ding.
liang shan bo yu zhu li ye.
be feng chui guo de xia tian.
and A LOT.
i heartt kbox (:

i so failed chinese today.
and my forehead feels so hot. ):

2007-10-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

我努力从那首歌
表达对你的爱
可是你一眼也没看过我
我知道我们是不可能在一起的
但一想起来
我的心就好痛
不要再折磨我了

我试着放你走
不再想你
但太难了
我的心好象被吃掉
一口一口地被吃掉
我真的好爱你

2007-10-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

for rolly!
...the pencil.
1. The person who tagged you is
huh. dont understand bu ming bai >< friends ="D"><), nice, gd at ice skating, cheerful (: 4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ha. i dont know. hmmm. STALKED ME. 5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you "happy children's day!" on EXAM DAY 6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will she wont become my lover! we're both girls ><
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
same as 6.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
try to be friends again?
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
i dont know! i mean im so likeable who wants to be my enemy! HA.
10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is
go kbox(:
11. Your overall impression of him/her is
hmm... good?
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you
NICE. (: erm. emo? quiet? (i seriously dont know why) tall!
13. The characteristic you love about yourself is
my height!
my voice!
my niceness!
14. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is
failure at xxxx.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is
myself. (sorry i copied yr answer!)
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for caring and liking me!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
cheryl, nerene, annabelle, yeehui, kheng wee, YOU, joling, nerice, yunge, mehmeh, justina, xxxxxxxxx

2007-10-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

i feel emo.

my hope diminishes with every passing minute
i know it won't be a reality
do miracles really exist?

2007-10-05T11:04:00.000+08:00

im waiting for you
just tell me you love me too
every heartbeat is a countdown
but i dont know how long more to wait...
i always smile when i think of you.
im smiling now.

history is finally over!
they didnt really test the caste system ):
but WHATEVER.
can slack now(:
bleach<3
WHY ARE SOME PPL SO KIASU.

2007-10-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

WOULD YOU...
would you sing that for me
and me alone?
were you trying to interpret your feelings for me
and me alone?
would you love me
and me alone?

were you singing that for her
and her alone?
were you trying to interpret your feelings for her
and her alone?
would you love her
and her alone?
were you hoping she heard?

the depths of my heart stirred
the creature inside me awoke
because of the smell of love
the lust for love

with deepest sincerity i write this song
will you hold me in your arms?
will you be happy if i am?
will you love and cherish me?
will you hold my hand and guide me?
will you love me as i am?

because i would,
for you.
and only you.
--angst

HA the free live concert.
i should have taped it down!
now bei pan is stuck in my head.
but not the weird oldie song =D
theory assesment D=
i got 88.
rolly got 99.
NOT FAIR (:

i screwed up chinese!
the first hour i was still day dreaming.
but then i realised that there was no more time!
and SCRIBBLED.
my hand nerves seized up.
but who cares.
im going to fail chinese!

&&with all my heart i pray...

2007-09-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

last night, i dreamed i was in campus.
but it was hell weird.
at first, i went to tll which had a greenhouse concept O_____O
it was all cramped and whatever.
i sat with this random girl.
then i noticed annabelle at the corner writing on a PAPER THIN TABLE.
then i almost dropped my dictionary on a random girls leg.
but it dropped on the floor.
and i said sorry.
she said why.
i said cos my dictionay (or was it water bottle) almost drop on her leg.
then she said im so nice.
MUAHHAHA.
see i can even be nice in my dream!
and the weirdest thing of all, was I WAS WEARING RGS UNIFORM.
and thinking wah so comfortable.
then i was thinking okay to day i wear rgs next week i wear nanyang and every week change so ppl dont know what sch im from!
LOL.

then i was at this weird stone place.
then ms goh help me put make up.
and it came in those kind of slide down files.
the kind nelia got from xuanns sch or sth.
LOL.
and the stupid stylist go give me this horrible brown long sleeve shirt and shorts.
is sb one.
because the stylist lousy everything dont have.
HELLLO.
i would be better off wearing the rgs uniform.
O____O
i was supposed to sing superwoman!
and somehow miss goh was supposed to choose the song.
she said i was supposed to sing superwoman.
gaah i mean supermodel.
she said she told tricia to tell me to find her.
BUT I DIDNT KNOW THE LYRICS.
only the first part!
then with my mouldy brown clothes i went off.
somehow, i went with my sis and mom.
my sis went to the toilet.
and i waanted to buy a jelly but the woman refused to sell it to me 'cos it was sour.
like hellow!
people would at least TRY to sell sour jellies!
then somehow i was the 4th flr of rgpee with shrill and nq.
an anouncement said that one teacher was shot and dead.
"how cld you not know if a teacher among yr midst was shot!"
hello.
normally if sb was shot they would evacuate everyone!
not ask them why they wld not know.
then we escaped to the parade square and saw mr tiong.
n by tt time shrill and nq had disappeared.
and some ppl were happy mr tiong wasnt the shot person.
lol.
argh lamities of my dream.
i didnt even sing supermodel in the end.
what a relief.

2007-09-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

is this miss sabrina!
ZOMG.
ahh zhiyang is so shuai in the pictures!

they look so cute together!
aww wont javin get jealous =D
argh keely looks so spastic!
shake her body so hard for what o_____O
hey actually benjamin looks nice too without specs!
back to mugging
BYE.

2007-09-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

You Are 35% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

see im so NOT bitchy.
unlike the person in tt post.

You Are Not Prejudiced

Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind.
You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge.
You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you.
Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body.

Are You Prejudiced?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Ha!

You Are 48% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.
You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.
Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.
Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

2007-09-24T11:19:00.001+08:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

all questions and no answers

2007-09-24T10:44:00.000+08:00

at the time you smiled at me,
the world seemed to be nothing...
i revelled in it.
but is that for everybody?

at the time you clapped for me,
i felt comforted.
but is that for everybody?

at that time you stared at me,
i felt assured.
but were you staring at sb else?

am i too sensitive?
little actions and i react...
this is a sorrowful melody
waiting to be heard.
and this is a lost soul
waiting to be found.

i know im no match for her,
but i wish for a miracle.
i already know its impossible,
yet i pray,
am i drowning in a sea of "if only"s?

but why did you pass it to me?
and not to anyone else...
it wasnt even only once
this is a sorrowful chord,
waiting to be sung.
this is a lonely core,
waiting to be loved.

i have acted as i deemed appropriate,
and not flung myself in yr midst.
but as they say we should grab the chances,
am i letting you go?
am i giving you the wrong message?
could i be more daring?

-angst;

2007-09-24T10:43:00.000+08:00

my blog is really angsty, i decided.

im not happy. im angry.

2007-09-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

okay i know its not like im the nicest person.
i admit
but im not mean.
fine IN MY OPINION.
i dont hate ppl for no reason.
\except if they hate me.
then itll be all like you hate me? fine, i hate you back.
which sounds petty but whatever.
secondly, im not mean to ppl.
like i dont pull pranks or whatever.
and im not rude to ppl.
if i was rude to anybody, sorry its subconscious.
like tt time, nq and shrill really irritated me.
a few times.
and the first or second time i told her i wld email zp pretending to be her and say i like him.
so she wld be embarassed and mei you mian zi.
but once i was really angry.
i typed out the email.
i had zps email.
but i couldnt bring myself to send it.
i was sitting there thinking limyixuan just click the damned button. youre just paying back what she did to you.
but i didnt.
i know i was mean in the scotch tape incident.
sorry.
thirdly, i try to be as nice as possible.
e.g. a lot of ppl dont like chen xi.
when i sat beside her i tried to be nice and talk to her.
i even made an "aki" dot-to-dot for her!
which she didnt want but whatever.

so why is it like tt?
what makes me so dislikable by her?
why does she have to make life so difficult for me?
shes so prissy.
i can t please everyone.
yet shes there critising me.
im telling you im not happy.
in fact im very unhappy.
i dont even say bad things about her.
and she says how rude i am blah witter drone.
who does she think she is.
and shes so self centred.
i dont know how other ppl can stand her.
but anyway she doesnt treat them as horribly.
she always think abt herself first.
let her do her dumb work before not saying "i dont know!"
and shes such a hypocrite.
she does this to ppl, and when i follow her and do it back, she says something else.
cant i just make sure?
shes so selfish.
with me anyway.
do you even know the word subtlety?
oh yes i forgot nothing can penetrate yr thick skull.
let me hat you back, then.
you two-face.
so sly; so manipulative?
but tts only for ppl who are trying to fit in; trying to belong.
im not going to be manipulated by an idiot.
im going to surpass her.
this all was just a careless flick.
ill show you, idiot.
and you know what?
i dont mind if you just XXX in front of me with yr clogged arteries.

the complaints of this post doesnt show that she is succesful in angering me.
i have my pride.
im just trying to tell you what a freak you are.
you retard.

*to those who think im talking about u, if u werent so sure abt what u did then u wouldnt think i was talking abt u. if ure too thick skinned (which u are) to think im talking abt sb else, theres nothng i can do about it.

bye, trans fat.
just to tell you, youre WORTHLESS.

2007-09-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

on saturday we celebrated my sis birthday!
went to great world.
KENNY ROGERS<3 style="font-weight: bold;">1/4 can you believe it!
garlicpotato!
marcoroni with cheese (YUCK)
it was HORRIBLE.
managed to swallow it all down.
muffins!
there was bubbletea ice cream at a nearby shop!
with supposedly crunchy pearls.
lol.
PEARLS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE SOFT FOR GODS SAKE.

a freaking cake from ben and jerrys cost $62.
islandcreameryislove.
28 bucks!
yayy.
and nice!
but ReversO is weird..
too chocolatey!

ARTISTIC PICTURES taken by me!!! lol

nice right!
the black stuff are chocoolate!

see the ghostly face on the nearest bread thing?

poor cake torn apart):

lurblayys.
i arranged the candles!

my poor feet!

as subtle as possible...

2007-09-12T19:14:00.001+08:00

is this the feeling?
i dont know.
is it mutual?
i dont know.
is it the ordinary?
i dont know.
is it even real?
i really dont know...
i guess thats the main factor isnt it?
and all that.

i ask shrill.
she told me.
after all, i can trust her.
she trusted me.
(i think)
by telling abt shc and gxy.
she told me what she knew.
and i still dont know how.

is this ....?

MUGGING FOR SPA(:

2007-09-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

MUGGING FOR SPA(:

2007-09-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

100th post<3
actually 101th but WHATEVER.

yesterday there was music clinic!
there was a pink waterbottle with a compass.
and i was looking at the compass.
then meiwei came in.
lynn didnt come in yet so we were like singing zhi dao in different voices.
such as... chipmunk! chao low!
then we were singing solfege.
woo haa hay hee hoh.
graah i have a feeling i missed out one.
xuann and andy both got one perfect each!
* ppl reading this monotonous blog (O_______O) pls note that xuann IS NOT me.
then we did the breathing thing.
10-15 i think.
why cant it be 4-2!
xuannn and rolly did chao long!
and andy forgot how to do the hissing noise.
ohshit i think i forgot too.
as in just forgot.
then we sang zhidao AGAIN.
then andy couldnt get the key so lynn asked him to sing again.
and AGAIN.
and AGAIN.
and AGAIN.
and nelia and rolly thought it was cold (for some reason) so we went to wash our hand!
took a random cup and filled it with hot water.
added tap water as it was SCALDING.
which was warm too.
then sang zhidao blahblahblah.
at the end when we were walking out, i accidentally knocked down xuanns file from the chair!
then i just said sorry and went off.
now thinking abt it i shld have helped him pick up.
I FEEL SO GUILTY.
but on second thoughts maybe he picked it up already.
but i still feel guilty!

2007-09-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

argh dead blogg.
hm i shall blog on the events of note this week!
(which are sad to say, not a lot): )

monday
went to mr easy quizzes tiongs math remedial!
went with annabelle.
then we went to play piano.
she said i was pro.
which is like a SUPER overstatment!
lol.
hmm i shall ask piano teacher what grade (abt) i am.
and she will say 0 and i will be all disappointed and crap!

friday
annabelle brought her piano score!
disney.
nice <3
i want!
and she brought marshmallows.
NICE.
then i went to the scholarship thingy...
saw guess who QIANWEN
my angel who abandoned me.
the one with big legs lol.
she looked weird.
and i ate A LOT.

today
shrill sent me the 7 month message!
FREAKY.
was in a bad mood...
so whgen i bathed i squirted different soaps on the floor and onned the tap.
the whole floor was soapy.
somehow i felt better after that.
went to sew bag.
THANKS to my aunt!!
i finally managed to sew it.
quite nice too!
shirley lee is SO bot gonna believe i sewed it myself.
the only thing i did was press the pedal.
lol.

NO HW DONE.
except math hw.
that reminds me of nqs math hw!
MUAHAHAHAHA.
she so fickle.
and i did chinese!
and history!
and home econs!
which baisically leaves science.
MEHMEH SAY DIFFICULT.

i went to the music clinic buffet.
everybody there was kinda old!
and only rolly was there.
nelia came for like, a minute!
and her bro is quite nice.
and 26.
and prehistoric.
he was saying sb said the pretty eye one with double eyelid one sings quite nice.
which of course is xuann,
at least hes more likely to be pretty eyed than andy!
when we went out there was this steps thing.
LOOKED DAMN FREAKY.
and rolly read out the 7th month message.
and somehow it sounded FREAKIER.
okay i know everything is freaky according to me.
went home at 7.40
my dad fetched rolly.
then i smsed her twice because my mum was scared sth happen.
then she didnt reply.
then my mum took the class list and called!
nothing happened btw.
lol.
she just didnt check her phone.
big fuss =_______________=
and rolly said i always say "er" so i should have a list tof what to say instead.
heres the list...
1. erm
2. er
3. okayyy
4. right
5. wow (sarcarstically)
i tried to play 'a whole new world' and 'hei se you mo'
both turhned out badly ):
nevertheless, i remain
Lim YIXUAN
i dunno why i wrote this.
i got this frm a book... i think.

& the singing was quite calming after all...

2007-09-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

..............
what the heck is ENFP?????
english fps?
lol.

You Are Not Anal Retentive

You're definitely not uptight... in fact, with you anything goes.
So what if you're a bit of a slob or if your hygiene isn't perfect?
You're not stressing out about it - that's for sure.
The only thing you're "anal" about is anal retentive people. You can't stand them!

Are You Anal Retentive?

what the heck is anal retentive O______O

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

hello people.

You Should Own a Beagle

Low maintenance, very friendly, and sturdy.

What Kind of Dog Should You Have?

NOT SCHAUZER?
rawr.

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.

You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

i dont think so.

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

this is better (:

You Are a Mac

You are creative, stylish, and super trendy.
You demand the best - even if it costs an arm and a leg.

Are You a Mac or a PC?

MAC IS CUTE <3

Your Dating Purity Score: 100%

You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.
You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...
Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.
To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

IM HUNGRY.

Your April Fool's Day Prank Should Be

Taking your friend's cup of coffee into the bathroom with you

What April Fool's Prank Should You Play?

LAME.
lol.

2007-09-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.
Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?
HWAHAHAHA.
i tell lies.
better watch out!
RAWR.
lol.

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

BISHBASH.

i AM violent (:

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

GRAAAH.
O_____O
hellopeople!
waves.

You Are 32% Phobic

Scared? You? Not really. Everyone has a few normal phobias, and you're no exception.
It's okay to be afraid of a few things. You wouldn't be human if you weren't.

How Phobic Are You?

yayy im normall!

You Are Phish Food Ice Cream

You've been described as gooey and fudgey. Sorry.

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

im phish food?
THEN PHISH FOOD IS LOVE <3.

Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unreal
Unfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal too
Everyone knows you're super hot - no need to remind them
You've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

Are You a Vain Girl?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 67%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High

You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world.
You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future.
You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

lol.

Your True Love Is a Pisces

Why you'll love a Pisces:

Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you.
You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces.

Why a Pisces will love you:

You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands.
You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

errrm okay...
O____O
i have to kill them if it isnt... IN FUTURE. dont think sick!
im guai(:

Your Pride Quotient: 43%

You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them.
Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression.

How Much Pride Do You Have?

PROUD TO BE ME(:

2007-09-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

why is it always me?
why do they surpass me by so much while i only surpass them by SO LITTLE?
i cant understand.
why am i always such a loser?
and the thing i surpass them with...
it makes them surpass me even more!
WHY.
can sb tell me an answer?
can i dont live this life embedded with jealously and envy?
what bad will they have in the future?
i might be better...
but they can at least enjoy their life now!
they still have youth!
-the lone stranger...

teachers day!

2007-08-31T16:56:00.000+08:00

siannn now tt im home!
my right shoulder damn suan lah!
played upbeat.
59151!
for hard.
surprisingly hard is easier than medium!

okay today went to school...
damn early lah!
abt 6.30
so i went to listen to music.
yesterday upload de.
FINALLY.
but only some words came out in thos kind of weird language.
then justina dragged me to find mr tiong.
i handed in the real written task!
because tt time i never put comic strip or whatever.
on top i wrote "THIS IS THE REAL ONE. THE PREVIOUS ONE WAS FAKE =D"
hope he understands(:
i wanted to go find him to tell him in case he doesnt.
BUT HE WASNT THERE.

during assembly dai lao shi still hasnt returned my boook!
i hope its not overdue O_____O
then we had class party!
shannon was playing miniclip when mr tiong came in.
but he just sat there and laughed!
there were bacon sausage!
chicken seaweed!
LOTS of chips and mamees!
spaghetti!
ferrero rocher!
ice cream!
and alotalot.
the bacon sausage is nice <3
but the weird crusted nugget was erm WEIRD.
and i love the seaweed chips!
i didnt eat the spaghetti but the sauce is nice!
with the spaghetti sauce!
the ice cream was lime and vanilla.
then in the end i ended up putting alot of stuff inside a cup (EVEN THE NOODLES) and telling people it was tom yam soup!
NOBODY BELIEVED):

the performance was chao nice!
the psg performance chao cool lah!
the woman did a cartwheel AND split.
which i cant do haha.
everybody was so high!
the teachers thing is nice.
but ms goh looked awkward dancing O.o

went back to rgpee with annabelle!
we bought bubble tea.
SUPER SWEET.
and no pearl.
shrill n nq reach le!
AND ABIRAMI CUT HER HAIR.
zhe ting too.
i love the old pe shirt.
tt time i went sch u shop to buy.
i saw the chao old one buit i thought is the one i wanted.
i bought.
BUT REALISED ITS WRONG.
and chao ugly.
u know the one which has a collar sticking out of a round neck!
then had to change to skirt because woman didnt want to refund.
okay back to rgpee...
suddenly missed it!
nq n shrill hugged.
i was like "so drama!"
so i didnt get hugged or anything.
somehow i felt strangely left out...
beanguin came armed with a giant camera and started taking pics.
then we went to bookshop to buy sth for seetha.
bought a pen holder.
threw away the box!
then we went to find the teachers.
we couldnt find seetha n horsey..
yannie wasnt at her table!
we asked a teacher n she said seetha was head of dept!
we went to her table n saw her weird blue bag still on the table.
and i stole her marker to write my name on the pen holder!
(OF COURSE I PUT IT BACK.)
then we played bball with the weird soft ball.
shrill was kinda quiet!
then we went to gelato...
nice ice cream!
as in the wild berry.
MANGO WAS WEIRD.
shrill chose milo but didnt know what else so i anyhow say cookies and cream!
MILO WAS NICE.
shld have chosen it.
then i managed to lock nq out of her phone.
sorry):
but she revived it later.
then we went doggy delight!
sounds like a cake shop lol.
it was STINKY.
but we got used to it after a while.
went to look at the 2 golden retrievers.
SO CUTE.
one is whiter and guaier and cuter!
the other one is like naughty and playful but SITLL CUTE.
but i like the white one more.
whiteychan!
there was a schnauzer and maltese and bulldog.
but only the goldies were in enclosure.
so we could pat them!
but we didnt know where we could wash hands.
so we didnt touch them.
but somehow one touch my hand so since touch le touch a bit more nnvm mah.
so touch!
SO CUTE.
SO FLUFFY.
SO FURRY.
then a guy cme n carried them away to a inside enclosure.
so sadd.
a woman with a maltese and daughter came in.
the girl was carrying it!
and she was abt the same size as it with all its fur.
so fluffy!
so furry!
so cute!
then we went off and walked a few rounds.
then we saw a cake shop and saw... what annabelle was saying last yr.
so grosss.
wish i didnt see it.

then we were thirsty and wanted to buy bubble tea.
BUT GUARD SAY CANNOT.
so we go my sch.
btw on the way we sw a tree tt grew through the fencing!
guard say can.
the canteen was deserted!
the windchimes were clanging eeriely.
and theres this skeleton thingy outside art room?
it seemed even freakier.
even the figurines near the 3 vending machines looked creepy.
HELP.
quickly buy and run out.
phew.
then we went home...
lol anticlimax.

irritating ppl...

2007-08-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

got one chao irritating msn contact.
i dunno her but i think is tt time comp msn bug somehow link to her.
at first shes quite okay lah...
we talk about css blah.
but tt time i thought she was already a bit irritating.
she say dunno what got one guy she dunno come talk to her.
then i was like HELLOOO. YOU DONT NEED TO TELL ME ABT UR LOVE LIFE.
then recently she become chao irritating le.
hmm llet me copy the message history.
im green and shes blue okay.
"if u dunno a guy than he suddenly say in mac tat he wan go out wif u when u go ask his fwen return u tb wad will yr reaction be?"
"stare at him and say shen jing bing."
"he chao shuai n kute!!!"
then by tt time i akready ERMMMMM already.
and she send me pic CHAO GEEKY LAH.
poor taste O___________O
then she say "i told him no n he said he was serious n i juz walked away n he was standin there lookin at me when i take my bag n walk out of mac"
...
that was 14th august.
today she come bother me again lah.
"2day i dun care him than he lyk verii hurt"
"..."
"he frm playin bball than walk in front of me than stop than aft tat i dun care him coz i usin fone n he go walk faster in front of me n my fwen lerh than he turn back n see us n again i dun care him n walk up the stairs"
"i feel verii bad lehh"
"..."
"O_______________O"
"he like u meh."
"he tat day at mac said in front of alot of ppl"
hello?!?!
and she also not chio one lah.
everyday come and boast to me abt that guy.
WHO CARES DUDE.
haiyoh.
notice i just say either "..." or "O______O"

haii.
in the morning shannon was playing the extreme sth game!
oh ya i wanted to go play.
so funny.
its extreme pamplona!
ehh fun leh!
i third round now only.
but very scary.
my heart still pibob pibob.
lol.
then blahblahblah the end come home.
and i practice piano for VERY long.
break record lol.
teacher ask me to buy new book.
its yellow cover one.
and she say at peace centre 1st floor got a shop sell pop music score!
yay wanna go.
but i cant even PLAY O___O.
the 'aquarell quite hard for a NOOB like me.
lol.

musicclinicislove<3

2007-08-15T15:12:00.001+08:00

downloading veoh now!
havent blogged abt music clinic on sun!
BUT SERIOUSLY IT ROCKS.
cant believe i only have 9 lessons more...
went there.
i thought i was late!
BUT NO ONE WAS THERE YET O________O
then i called rolly.
she said she was there!
but she wasnt.
then she came in!
lol.
then xuanchong(i shall just type xuan nexttime!) came.
lynn ask us go in.
she say she got another class later at 3!
then we had to do the tsst!!! thingy!
the belly breath.
AND THE TSST SOUNDS LIKE FIRE EXTINGUISHER.
and my tsst was very weak...
then for front ribs we were supposed to feel lynns ribs to see how it feels like.
AND XUAN WAS LIKE DAMN EMBARASSED.
can see like he very mian qiang then touch one lol.
ahaha i didnt knw his mind is so innocent!
then xuan was doing the tsst part n rolly was like HUH SO LONG.
and in the end she did even longer.
lol.
pfft.
then andy and nelia came!
andy had like no qualms touching lynns ribs!
muahahaha i bet he was EAGER.
kidding.
then we sang zhi dao!
now its stuck in my memory gaah.
i couldnt reach so in the end i just like have to shout it out.
lynn was saying rolly the sound bu chu lai, i taida sheng, nelia bu chu lai, xuan man hao ting(!!!), and she shook her hand at andy.
lols.
but xuan sings really nice!
he sounds like caoge!!
if he joins pss we shall support him!
then after the lesson when i was waiting for my mum i watched nelia play with andys ds!
got bleach!
but i feel so noob...
ONLY EP 75-76 now!
and they r like at arrancar arc already!
GRR.
the 75-76 ep loads so slowly!!!
14% only.
then she played mario car racing.
she quite gd lah.
then when she let me play I SUCKED TERRIBLY.
i guess i cant drive):
I WANT A DS lite...
grr.
if i want i want...
i dunno.
but i doubt the singapore colours are very updated!
n i dont want the pastel pink or blue!

argh now 70% only.
shit!
should have bought ds during gss.
and i didnt even buy ANYTHING during gss.
pfft must wait until next year.
I LOVE GUARDIAN ANGEL.
BAIDU DONT HAVE.

today pai quan xiao zhao!
during assembly there was this marching thing which is a so called "PARADE."
WOW.(sarcasm etched in voice)
then we sang founders day song and 90th aniversary song!
i like the 90th anniversary song!
sounds a bit pop.
then we arrange by height and went to field.
OUR CLASS IS PATHETIC LAH. 2nd row.
which means we have to kneel.
and all the red dots will go into our legs.
even when u brush them off look like ur leg has a weird fungus or disease O____O
sat there for damn long.
so i talked to joling.
when FINALLY its done (i bet it took more than an hour! [MORE THAN AN HOUR FOR A PHOTO WHICH OUR FACES ARE SO MINISCULE WHATS THE POINT] )
then we went to eat!
drink stall queue chao long lah.
then i ate fried maggimee then jolene say look like shredded dabian.
I ALMOST PUKED.

it was la.
i got damn lousy for test...
17 only!
which is like fail lah.
hrrmph.

-EMO-

2007-08-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

its a strange feeling.
i really want.
why can others have it so easily?
what gene am i born with a deficiency?
i dont understand.
constantly,...
the surroundings are alien
but others say it like its a big joke.
i dont want this!
why!
can sb help me...
can sb tell me why...

i cant stand this.
i hate myself.

chao slack...

2007-08-14T17:48:00.000+08:00

yay today wasnt SUPER boring or whatever!
i was on overhead bridge then 961 come!
then after tt got to wait so long.
pfft.
reach sch put bag come down already assembly lerhs.
then joyce ask me why so sweaty tot i went run!
lols.
i sweat alot mah.
then chinese...
assembly got alot of stuff then eat abit into chinese i think...
tts why pass so fast!
supposed to read dead sea thingy.
aiyah whatver.
dont read she also dunno.
then math.
slack lah mr tiong check file crap.
so can do whatever we want while waiting.
i was reading the foxtrot comic again!
chao lame and funny sometimes.
yays my 3 chosen quiz is 10 10 10.
but best is 12 what... ):
AND MY TEST SO HORRIBLE.
gonna pull my marks down.
and my w/s too!
WHATS GP1.
then it was pe!
i got the viral infection rash thingy so not supposed to go...
but i went anyway.
FUN.
i didnt know where to go!
so i followed jieying.
she went "haunted" locker rm toilet change with tricia n nerice!
nerice was like balancing on the jutting out thingy under the lockers and saying "IM THE WORLDS BEST BALANCER."
lol.
then we ran there and were late!
n jieying was like we went wrong side AND TEACHER BELIEVE O______O :D
then we played this tennisy like game with a weird racket n weird ball!
THE BALL IS UGLY =.=
then we rally.
FUN(:
recess!
finished drink super fast.
first part chao cold!
AND SECRET OST IS COMING OUT SOON.
but i bet its like piano tracks!
oh ya i wanted to dl bu neng shuo che de mimi!
and simpsons mozilla theme is nice!
all the back forwarg stop refresh new tab home thingys are in donuts!
AND I WANT EAT DONUT.
i want eat the plaza one!
or the ngee ann city one.
dont want go all the way to donut factory.
WAIT FOR 3 HRS.
okay then after recess was lab!
so fun.
BUT THE GLOVES ARE SMELLY.
the dentist gloves!
and my hand sweated like crazy.
THE E COLLIN LOOKS LIKE STRAWBERRY JAM.
and yupps i gagged after smelling the honey like thingy.
forget what its called.
but who didnt??!!
smelled sickly o.O
yupps then it was lunch!
must go ban table.
but i went with laoma to buy drink at vending machine.
she only had 80 cents so i went to popular to change.
then a teacher who was grumbling abt how some ppl have no manners went to ask me why i never go canteen change.
then i dunno what to say so say very far.
then she shook her head in disgust.
LOLLOL.
then i put the $1 into the machine and it came out!
JOYCE DRANK THE LAST MILO.
and practically the last drink in the machine!
grr.
then went to ban table.
i went down with nerice to move table to hall.
then sometimes i carry it on my head.
AND NERICE TAKE SO LONG I ALWAYS HAVE TO WAIT FOR HER AT THE END OF EVERY STAIR.
then one time i sit on it and kickkickkick.
still can move leh!

then we went to buy the nanyang GEM drink tthing!
nice(:
fizzy lemon taste!
I KNOW WHAT IT TASKTE LIKE LE.
1 time i bought 7-up then it taste damn weird and lemony.
then i give my father he say got farted smell.
lol.
but this is nicer!
and mine and nerice was a different colour.
NERICE YOU OWE ME 90 CENTS.
but the blue jelly is nice!
at first i thought it would be as horrible as the jelly in buobuochacha.
AND IT COSTS A FREAKING 90 CENTS.

then in class i went to take my books to return at the library.
AND MR TIONG WAS THERE.
he ask me what im doing there.
and i realised its 1 something already!
then i ran back.
luckily mrs lee havent come.
READINGPERIODISLOVE.
i went to read phantom tollbooth but changed to bindy mackenzie!
read before, but whatever.
NICE.
nicer than the little prince.
vannessa said for reading cartwheel.
she said the title is the murder of bindy mackenzie.
but they never say clearly HOW she was murdered.
BUT SHE WASNT MURDERED AT ALL IN THE BK.
it was ATTEMPTED murder.

secret!

2007-08-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

yay secret is nice!
and i never post for so long 'cos my comp crash!!!
because at night one time i was watching bleach halfway then i went to lie down!
NECK PAIN...
wish i have those massaging chair thingys!
and of course igallop!
and uzap.
IM SO FAT.
okay then my mum ask me go shut down because she dunno how to.
then i come in.
then i see the screen is black!
like you know, those erm...
like if u leave the comp for a while the screen will go black before it becomes the screen saver right!
yupps.
then i bang on the keyboard.
nothing happen.
then i bangbangbang click.
then still NOTHING HAPPEN.
haii hai4 wo3 cannot watch bleach for so long!
okay then i just go off the switch.
and next day CRASH.
grrr.

new firefox has spellcheck!
and it doesnt have okay.
if u dunno i talking what i mean THE DICTIONARY DOESNT HAVE THE WORD "OKAY".
and it doesnt have firefox too!
whee!
TOUSEN IS BLIND.
i didnt know!
argh random!

okayys on wednesday (DICTIONARY NO WEDNESDAY) yepps fun run!
my dad drove me there.
then FINALLY i found the place.
sit down and talk!
justina came to ask me if im doing anything after run.
i say im watching secret with yunge theyall!
then she made a face ad went off.
HELLO?
she wan watch with me ah...
then lihan went off for some reason so the place in front of me is empty.
then somebody throw bag and shoebag there.
and we r like HUH.
then someone come and take sth for VERY VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY LONG.
then i like see a pair of legs in front of me for like 10 minutes?
AND HELLO THIS IS OUR CLASS LING TU LAH.
how can they invade!
hrmmmph.
brb watch bleach!
okay back!
took 10 minutes!
then the competitive runners go run...
so we just sit there and talk.
then we run!
and we saw some ppl coming back.
look very xing ku. );
then we run!
i ran with nerice and joling.
nerice keep wanting to run.
but we want to WALK.
so we grab her hand and pull her like a donkey!
lol.
but in the end she ran away with jessie tee.
finally we finish running (shld i say WALKING)
then i borrowed $2 from anabelle.
and bought 2 drinks!
and DAYLIGHT ROBBERY.
do 2 cans of h2o cost $2???!
then we went off.
wanted to take taxi to westmall!
BUT TAXI DRIVER DOWWANT.
hello we r small!
EXCEPT ME.
so we ended up taking bus!
77 to westmall.
on one stop the bus passed there were MONKEYS.
yays me with my awesome sight saw!
so cute!
xinyi also saw.
we told yunge.
AND SHE THOUGHT IS ORANG UTAN.
lol.
yay we reached!
BUT THE SHOW WAS 9.15 PM.
so saddd):
so we went jec.
yunge and xinyi still wanted to guang so we went first.
there was tickets!
1.30!
and nobody wanted to eat at macs so we ate at kfc.
QUEUE DAMN LONG.
but we still queued anyway!
WHY DOESNT KFC HAVE POPCORN CHICKEN STUDENT MEAL!
make me spend 7 bucks! (i changed one mash potato to cheese fries!)
I DONT WANT MASHPOTATO):
the last time meals nicer!
at first it was popcorn + cheese fries +drink $5.95
then it became popcorn + whipped potato + drink $4.45
AND NOW ITS popcorn +whipped potato +whipped potato + drink 5.95
so it will be popcorn +cheese fries +whipped potato + drink $7.15
SCAMMERS. O____O
and i ate super fast compared to rolly and vanessa!
they felt damn full BUT I DIDNT FEEL TT FULL!
[then we went poh kim!
lol i went to look at the horror movies.
I WANT XI JIE,
AND MILUBING.
AND WANG ZI.
wang zi qian chang hui i ssoon!

we wanted to go arcade then the woman ay sch uniform cannot!
HELLO.
CAMP TSHIRT IS NOT SCHOOL U.
so we walked around.
wen kbox!
caoge came before!
CAOGE IS SHUAI.
i want go kbox!
then we walked around and bought bang bang tang!
nice!
pineapple taste!
AND SO CUTE.
i wanted buy the chao big one!
5 bucks O____O
and we went to look at winter clothing!
lol.
i wanted to eat nachos but FREAKING LONG QUEUE.
so we went in and just ate bangbangtang!

damn nice!
go watch!

1st post: xu shu shi qing de jing guo

2007-08-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

today there will be 2 posts...

today we went to eastcoastpark!
went to school i pe tee.
OMG luhhs i cant understand why theyre gonna put BUTTONS.
gonna look so damn toot luhh.
I WANT TO OLD PE TEE.
went to outside siewmay audi n waitwaitwait.
we realised WE COULD HAVE BROUGHT BAGS.
&&&s THANKYOUS ROLLY FOR LETTING ME PUT MY WALLET N HP IN UR BAG.
we were playing truthordare in the bus!
start with mehmeh.
she say truth.
we ask her if she was a boy, out of the 5 of us (me rolly evie jieying justina) who will she like.
as a gf.
so she go say evie because she prank call tt time say "yo babe" voice very cool.
then is rolly.
i think it was truth.
sorry forgot what was the question!
then it was ME.
and i had to describe the underwear i was wearing?
HELLO??!
aiyoh sicksicksick.
then its justina.
she had to sing girlfriend pointing to a random person in the bus.
she picked CHENXI.
and got daoed.
then is evie n jieying both is truth!
SORRY FORGOT.
so we reached and saw coach km and ck!
coach km is so shuai lorh.
NO OTHER IDEAS.
but i think his eyes abit dai.
AND ALWAYS WEAR THE SAME SHIRT.
wear skates!
AND I GOT THE WEIRD ONE I GOT YESTERDAY.
had to change O____O
then skate!
yays.
its actually quite easy!
i always thought very difficult.
then we went to the place when u can TINGHAI (ku de shen yin...)
got alot of ppl camwhoring!
but 105 didnt!
we went to take a pic of all our skates together and did the star hand thing!
yays it was NICE.
then when we went to see other pics can see CHENXI CAMWHORING.
we went all the ways to macs there!
and sat down in the beginners area.
then got some pri sch ppl walk past.
coach km say like we all in cage then theyall outside watching us like in zoo.
LOL.
then he pretend to throw banana.
the we had to go back):
I FELL DOWN.
i was going quite fast!
and i didnt notice a stone or whatever.
):
jieying say that is a pink patch with lines.
but i didnt put anything on!
just let it be.
it will heal itself lahhs.
last also liddat.
FBTS ARE NOT GOOD FOR SKATING.
fall down very can3 );
then GO BACK/
coach km giving out namecard.
i thought he give his own!
actually is company one.
got ceo number.
WHO WANT.
and i realised its near the place i learnt bicycle!
hrmphh next time must go!

ate MARCORONI.
nicenice!
and chicken!
i spent only 4.20 today!
lol.
not very little but STILL.

math n music was better than usual!
no nid to hear mr tiong DRONING on abt frequencie ratios and BARKKKK (bach) and wolfs.
went to practice!
zombie was playing piano tt time I FEEL SO SHI BAI.
so pro luhhs.
wish i learnt for longer):
feel so unpro and out of place.
in the end i play xylophone or whatever its called.
play until very lan4!
I SCREWED UP.
supposed to be playing same note as jy in intervals.
BUT I LOST TRACK OR WHAT SHES PLAYING SO ANYHOW PLAY.
make way for emo post...

2007-08-01T20:12:00.001+08:00

BLEACHISLOVE.
dunno why i even stopped it last time!
now i must start all over again O____O
ichigo is hott.
lol.
kon is cute!
ahas.

today inline skating sabbaticals!
so far we learnt brake crossover backwards parallel turn
btw my blog is like SO DAMN DEAD CAN.
wth random.
MY PARALLEL TURN LEFT SIDE SUCKSSSS.
and the red guy is shuai!
er.
okay lah.
compared to the yellow one.. HE IS SHUAI.
no offence but at first i thought the yellow one was like 30!
and the poor little voodoo doll is gone!
hopefully he didnt crush it (:
AND HE HASNT CHANGED CLOTHES AT ALL.
since monday!
hrmmph say he had 8 of the red shirt and 2(?) or the bermudas.
i bet he have only one each lol.
im not so mean larhs(:
YAY BLEACH 16.
the yellow guy is supposedly called chicky (? HELLO. kentucky fried chicken anyone)
lol
today he finally changed clothes!
BUT HE WORE PANTS.
how can u skate in them luhhs.
backwards is FUN.
but jiao chao suan.
hrmmph they have chao kuai gan why dun they have chao lei jiao.
im going to write it if other ppl dont!
): i not so li hai.
so at most i can only write ge ci.
sadd.
and WE BATHED.
(:
yesterday too!
mis sabrina gave soap.
we wanted to pass to each other through the gap beneath...
BUT WE FORGOT TO BRING IT IN.
and somebody passed it to justina.
DUNNO WHO.
dunno if it is ...... you know.
the soap is nice!
mango smell.
ARGH I HATE DUBBS.
so horrible and weird sounding. O.o
today got one 2/5 gurl bathing too!
argh.
i look weird with my hair down ):
TOMORROW GOT WUSHU HOW.
yay math n music is nicer today!
no mr tiong.
AND MR GREGORY GOH IS 30.
cant believe it lorh.
he shld be mrtiongs age and vice versa.
and sumei was like "how old is ur child"
he was like 'i got 2 which one.'
ROFLMAO.
but his voice sounds like jack tan!
or whatever tt guys name was.
the fps guy.
pfft.
we went tablet pc lab.
AND I WANTED TO GO MY BLOG.
it was restricted!
and came out a whole list of gross words.
I DIDNT PUT INSIDE LAH.
then i went amandas blog to see if its restricted too and IT WASNT.
pfft.
then gg came and closed all my screens except the triangle thingy!
lol.
haiyoh.

then we had audition!
haiyoh sorry to say but it is kinda shi bai.
we didnt practice enough lah.
and the teacher was looking so damn confused and blur with the "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS" look on her face"
so qian bian lah.

lets dwell on the horibleness of facing wushu tomorrow!
MUST SHOW XUE GUN SI DUAN.
):

2007-07-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I GET TO TOUCH A COMPUTER!
GEOG TEST TORTURES.
and my chi i comfirm 2 wrong already!
pfft.

today pccg we watched a video.
AND A GUY LOOK LIKE MR TIONG.
and that mrtiongguy looks damn old lah.
but supposedly only 19.

then it was HOME ECONS.
cooking rocks!
we made muffins!
and the teacher pms loh.
at the start she was shouting at me say ur fringe dunno what blahblah witter drone.
SHE OBVIOUSLY DOESNT HAVE FASHION SENSE,
my fringe is nice lorh.
the mushed banana is gross!
but the muffin was nice yepps.

had to go for dental.
bleargh.
actually we were supposed to go during home econs.
but we went to eat anyways!
one dentist go smell my muffin.
WHICH EXCRETES MUFFIN JUICE.
yellow colour one.
i found out during chinese.
she say nice.
then ask us how to make.
LOL.
I WANT TO EAT BURGER.
the dentist say my 2 back teeth never brush properly going to decay le!!!
OMG luhh.
then she say she put a protective layer.
NOW MY TOOTH FEELS BIGGER THAN NORMAL.
btw after sch i went to buy pink dolphin.
taste so weird!
i threw away in the end.
WASTE MY MONEY.
but it tasted super weird and horrible lorh.
and she say my 2 front bottom teeth got gap.
ask me to put braces.and how will i put it?!!
only on that two teeth??!!
HELLO.

KO ONE ROCKS.
so nice luhhhs.
FINALLY IM AT 19.
but so sadddd
its gonna end soon.
i feel like watching bleach all of a sudden!
hrmmph.
QILINWANG ROCKS.
but book 2 only got 1 copy.

2007-07-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

Your Envy Quotient: 35%

You are an occasionally envious person, but jealousy doesn't usually get the better of you.
You're wise enough to know that envy feels horrible - and does nothing to improve your life.
A little jealousy is normal: so go ahead and let yourself feel it. But don't let it bum you out!

How Much Envy Do You Have?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are 8% Slacker

You are anything but a slacker. You're truly a go getter.
You never let laziness get in the way of living your life - and you can't stand to see it in others.

Are You a Slacker?

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.
You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.
However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.
Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

IS THERE STH WRONG WITH THEM.

Your Mood Ring is Dark Green

Friendly
Outgoing
Cheerful

Mood Ring Generator

Your Sloth Quotient: 53%

You're definitely lazier than the average person, but you're able to live a somewhat normal life.
All your life needs is a little more effort and variety, and you might see that doing hard things is actually fun!

How Much Sloth Do You Have?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Are 39% Open

You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world.
It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well.
But to most people, you are a total mystery.

How Open Are You?

Your Stress Level is: 36%

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control.
You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart.
Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

How Stressed Are You?

MUSIC CLINIC

2007-07-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

today is byebye emoness and hello happiness!
yay!
MUSIC CLINIC REPLIED.
LESSON NEXT SUNDAY!
i can hardly wait.
this is going to be a longlong post (hopefully hahaa).
okay cheerful post although im quite pissed now!
MY STACK OF FOOLSCAP IS GONE.
and it has the dessert thing.
pfft.
but i got it from joling!!!
THANKYOU!!!
I SHALL TEMPORARILY LIKE ALLEN.

today had horrid tuition!
went to plaza to eat lunch.
MOSBURGERISLOVE.
i ate the kakiage thingy.
THE GREEN THINGS TASTE WEIRD.
a cross between prawns and smashed peas!
praeas!
genetically modified!
then i had milk tea.
the pack of milk cannot open
so my mum went to get another one!
but by the time...
I ALREADY OPEN THE PACK.
so my father drank it anyway.
with coffee.
so it will be like milk with coffee instead of coffee with milk lol.

went to tien hsia...
i was like 15 minutes late.
as usual.
teacher was quite pissed.
she was like "xia ci zao dian lai"
which i dont really pay attention to.
SHE KNOWS.
BECAUSE I COME LATE EVERY WEEK.
and i was sitting at the left side of the class instead of the right because i got no other space!
and normally at the right side i will like bang my leg on the wall for fun.
then the wall will vibrate.
so this time i was hitting the wall again.
then suddenly the teacher from tt class come and say got someone keep banging.
so scary lorh
and the ppl beside the wall only got 3.
and the teacher say to a boy is it you.
then he say no he also hear.
then the teacher think its either me or another gurl.
today write zuo wen.
its like qin qing.
I MEAN HELLO;
WHAT IS THERE TO WRITE ABOUT.
i mean qin qing leh!
yesterday eeven worse.
is sth u do because of tan nian.
BUT I SO NICE WHERE GOT TAN NIAN!
lol.
so i bian.
i say i steal my friends autographed lin yu zhong cd.

after that was stalford.
WHOLE LESSON ONLY DO ONE COMPRE.
HELLO!
learning lab can do 5 le.
the stale fort is totally useless lorh.
and teacher was saying my 2nd q very gd i get teachers answer.
but obviously she purposely failed to say that the rest i did very badly.
then she was praising some others.
and say wah so gd.
but hello THE PASSAGE THEY DDO BEFORE OK.
but then she sorta think i will feel very sad or sth lol and say dunno what u careless oni dunno what gd sch.
LOL.

yay an i bought BUBBLE TEA!
OREOCHOCOLATE!
only thing is that the whole thing is like 2.10
OMG luhhs.
eat the fish udon.
SO SOUR AND HORRIBLE THE NOODLES.
pollute my taste buds!

i just realised sth.
by the end of the yr I WILL HAVE 6 CDS I WANT TO BUY.
now i have like... 3!
1. Xi Jie-JJ
2. Wang Zi-Zhang Dong Liang.
3. MILUBING!
what! the songs sound nice!
must hear on imeem!
4. CAOGE
5. JAY
6. FLH
omg i will be so broke lorh.

i was wondering!
for smileys.
those with the X eyes...
e.g. Xp XD etc
and theres those with x mouths!
;X :X
how wld it look if got X eye n X mouth!
XX.
OMG lame

EMONESS AGAIN

2007-07-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

i dont like this feeling.
but i have to bear with it.
bear with it untill...
when?
i dont understand.
but i wasnt given a reason...
why?
now i have to face the rest.
cant they give it a rest?
i still dont understand.
why dont i .....?
why must do this so that i can get it back all over again?
why cant i be like them?

he told me
don't be disheartened.. good things don't come easily
=)
just work hard toward a goal that u've set..
and nv give up

does this apply only to that situation?
can it apply to the one above?
i really dont know...
so i have to live with this forever?

all questions and no answers...
the silence is unerving.

2007-07-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

hey i know you very chio n all but no nid to be lyk tt right,
keep boasting.
lyk tt i wonder y u SAY u popular lah.
u werent in pri sch.
can think b4 u say or not luhhs.
where got 1 day dun have at all other day have alot lorh
dont liddat can
XXXX

REVIVAL

2007-07-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

SHAWN SO CHEATED LUHHS.
purposely choose mu na yi.
know he will get high marks.
so unfair to the rest lahs.
then they can actually choose a song they scored high marks in last time n now get high marks again.
pfft.
some of the top 10 suck.
ideally, the top ten should hav:
GIRLS
Elaine
Huixian
Teri
Agnes
Keely
GUYS
Fukuan
Shawn
JJ
Javin
Benjamin
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN PERFECT.
i dont want to hear the results.
Hope its elaine and fukuan!
yays.
theres pe tomorrow~!
okay thats random.
gaah.
going to drown myself into the sorrows of a fps compo.

the dream

2007-07-14T12:22:00.000+08:00

last night, i had a dream.
i was there, right on it, where i had dreamt(this is not sleeping the dreamt!) about for so long.
i was singing fei ni mo shu.
and people were cheering.
they were wearing ny school uniform.
but the stage was different.
its smaller.
its not the one i want to be on.
and the place looked rather like the audi.
the stage was so small.
but i enjoyed it anyway.
and i remember going backstage.
there was curtains.
the place i dream abt has no curtains.
thanks for letting me have such a great dream!

2007-07-13T17:38:00.000+08:00

You Are 32% Misanthropic

You're a little misanthropic - but who isn't? Your reactions to other people are pretty normal.
You enjoy being friendly with people you encounter, but if you're having a rough day, watch out!

How Misanthropic Are You?

You Are 92% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.
Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

You Are 47% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.
A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.
Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.
You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

bleargh!!
OF COURSE.
IM JEALOUS OF MYSELF.

You Are 4% Brutally Honest

You're not very honest - even with yourself sometimes.
While it's good to be diplomatic, all your little lies are turning you into a pathological liar!

How Brutally Honest Are You?

You Are 40% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Beavis and Butthead

Boobie Name Generator

Your Sketchiness Factor

You are 29% Sketchy

How Sketchy Are You?

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

OMG do i rock or what?

You Are 16% Happy

You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted.

How Happy Are You?

ERM.
whatever

Your Luck Quotient: 46%

You have an average luck quotient.
There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.
You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.
So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

How Lucky Are You?

You Are the Very Gay Velma!

She might not even realize it...
But Velma is all about Daphne... not Fred!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

WHOSE THAT?
OMG.

You Have Good Manners 44% of the Time

Your manners are generally pretty good. You know how to behave, but you don't always follow the rules.
A little extra effort on your part, and you could be the next Emily Post!

How Are Your Manners?

WHAT THE HECK.
IM NICE OKAY!!!

You Are 35% Manic

You have your hyper, manic moments - but you keep them in check.
Ideas and thoughts flood your head, but you don't need to act on them.
You've found a good deal of balance in your life. Enjoy it!

Are You Manic?

You Are 0% Cynical

Cynical? Not even close! If anything, you're a bit naive.
Overall, you enjoy life and try not to be paranoid. Even if you've been burned before.

How Cynical Are You?

yay!
im nice and guai and naive!

You've Changed 32% in 10 Years

Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it.
While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

You Are 16% Lady

You're a pretty crass, and even a bit crude on occasion.
Manners don't matter to you, but they sure matter to those around you.

Are You A Lady?

ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

MUAHAHA.

2007-07-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

You Aren't Cutthroat

You definitely have ambitions and drive, but you also have integrity.
You'll get where you want to in life, and you'll do it the right way.
For you, the ends never justify the means.

Are You Cutthroat?

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 7/10 questions right!
There's some things most people know... except for you.

Are You Stupid?

You Are 55% Feminist

You aren't a total traditionalist when it comes to gender roles. But you're no feminist either.
You generally think that women should be treated as equals, but you're not convinced the world should be gender neutral.

Are You a Feminist?

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

EMONESS

2007-07-12T18:11:00.000+08:00

EMONESS.
and i got a feeling im not going to say anymore "yepps" and "lols" in this post.
my gun sucks.
i hate my cca.
but i have no choice.
WHY.
if only i learnt something i liked when i was young and now wasted my time pretending to sell chicken rice.
if only i was better at bball.
if only the creators of this horrible game didnt make it so horrible.
if only the jiaolian doesnt suck so much.
at ji he i saw yiting crying.
probably because of HIM.
what a freak.
if only wtf.
theres no use pondering of all the if onlys.
because theres too much.
why couldnt, why couldnt my life be different?
why couldnt i have joined slack ccas which will teach u if u havent learnt yet?
OTHER THAN THIS.
please let me make it more enjoyable.

tomorrow is friday.
i cant wait.
because i can go railmall and buy doubleup.
and ITS FRIDAY.
hopefully im going to lian rollerblading to make sure i dont fall on my butt during sabaticals.

LET THE EMONESS FLOOD.

IM HUNGRY!

2007-07-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
im hungry.
HELP!
ok considering that the last time i ate was during lunch when i ate a chawanmushi and a box of sushi, IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FULL.
BUT I AM.
okay not forgetting the horrible half eaten jelly.
WASTE MY 60 CENTS!
boohoo!
10% of 1 days pocket money!
which is like 2% of my weekly pocket money!
erm.
and i just found out ELAINE GOT KICKED OUT.
WHY!
WHY!
WHY!
why all the ppl i like get kicked out!
elaine jiayous for revival round!
fukuan too!
shawn too!
wilson too!
today p.e. we did tennis.
which i sucked at.
well considering that i learnt tennis b4, im not THAT BAD.
im just BAD.
wow.
great difference.
and we were rallying then i went with laoma.
then i always hit the ball too far for her!
i wonder why.
last time at royston there i must like hit so hard.
and sweat alot at the end.
and ALL THE CALORIES WERE EATEN BACK AT MACS.
pfft.
so heartbreaking ok!
then after recess was l.a.
we went to watch 1, robot!
oops.
its supposed to be I.
okay then we got back the fps essay.
i was like so happy lookin at the 1st page because the 1st 4 rows is all ticked at the last column.
then i saw the last row it was like 3rd last column.
and i was like GASP.
okay!
i was like grr nevermind.
im not such a PERFECTIONIST ok!
yepps im back!
im NOT HUNGRY NOW!
yays!
now im tokin 2 a person i dun even noe.
she come tok to me.
say shes grace fren.
then she show me her frenster.
okay then i realised got 2 sides!
(for fps essay rubrics!)
so sad lorhx.
2 of them i got the 2nd mark onli.
im so hearbroken!
lol.
whatever!
then we dint no that bell ring le because that rm no speaker!
then chiong loh.
and wangdandan so nice let us off 5 mins earlier!
and when we were going.
ELEPHANTS WERE POUNDING!
1/6 zoom past us.
then we realised NOT 12.15 YET!
then there was like a countdown!
and i got inlineskatin and mathnmusic!
OMG.
FUKUAN IS LIKE gay?
I WATCHED DIS VIDEO.
when marcus got in he screamed like mad!!

OMG.
when i was bathin, bathe le then comb hair while lookin in mirror.
then i was like HUH SO BIG N RED PIMPLE!
and it was GROWING BIGGER!
it was actually....
blood flowing out.
LOL.
i wasnt popping it!
i was combin my hair!
weird loh
oso not pain.

MY SEXXAY NAME!

2007-07-09T17:58:00.001+08:00

Get Your Sexy Name

yepps theres more!!

Get Your Cyborg Name

ULTIMATE ASSINATION?
yes im going to assinate YOU.
YES YOU.
dont look behind you.
LOL.
that was lame.

Get Your Monster Name

ER.
OKAY.....

MOREMOREMORE TESTS!

2007-07-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SKI DOUBLE UP!
and wo you chu lian le!
nan dao wo you wo you chu lian le....
LOL
yepps more tests!

You Are 36% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Sublime

Exotic Dancer Name Generator
ER IM IODINE?
i sublime....

You Are 8% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.
You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?
YAY IM NOT NERDY!

Your Russian Name Is...

Margosha Sonechka Ivanov

What's Your Russian Name?

LOL WEIRD NAMES AGIAN.

You Are a Bit Prissy

From time to time you can be a princess, but these days, who isn't a little high maintenance?
You know what you want, and you're definitely not afraid to ask for it.
(Just refrain from having a temper tantrum if you don't get your way!)
There's nothing wrong with having high standards... as long as they're occasionally low enough to allow spontaneity and fun!

How Prissy Are You?

HA.
miss-not-nerdy is here.
whoops.
i mean PRISSY.

You Are 18% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

Your Penis Name Is...

Phantom Lord of Ultimate Darkness

Penis Name Generator

LOL I DONT HAVE A P**** for gods sake.

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Avis Fitzgeoffrey

What's Your Old Fashioned Name?

LOL.
okay my names are seriously all WEIRD.

You Are Lacy Panties

You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class.
You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness.
Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately.
Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.

What Kind of Panties Are You?

ERM yes im sooooo going to be a pair of naties in my next life.
OH PLEASE.

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Marina Fagundes

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

MUST THERE BE A BUTT THERE?

Your Outrageous Name is:

Lucy Bowels

Outrageous Name Generator

BOWELS
isnt that bladder for shit or sth!
omg i feel so hurt!
LOL

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it.

In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

hey how could they!
IM NICE OKAY

You Are 12% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.
And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

You Are 48% Grown Up, 52% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.
You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

ERM.

Your Sensitivity Score: 57%

As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people.
You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad.
But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

You Are The Sun

You represent the best of life - vitality, success, and and truth.
You tend to have a strong, centered, balanced personality.
Inspiration and discovery are your fortes. You are very mentally strong.
A talented mind, you tend to excel at math, philosophy, and music.

Your fortune:

As well as you have done in the past, the future is going to be filled with more success.
A new creative project is coming your way. Feed it, and it will grow into something huge.
Great riches, recognition, prosperity, or happiness is coming your way.
And it's possible that a fantastic vacation, or a new baby, is coming sooner than you think.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Girl Parts Are Named:

Twat Waffle

Girl Parts Name Generator

EEW OMG ARE TEY SAYING.
YUCK.
i shall not sya it out loud.

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

You Are 0% Obsessive

You're less prone to obsessive thoughts than the rest of the world...
While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind.

How Obsessive Are You?

YAYS.

You Are 38% Manic

You have your hyper, manic moments - but you keep them in check.
Ideas and thoughts flood your head, but you don't need to act on them.
You've found a good deal of balance in your life. Enjoy it!

Are You Manic?

OK TAKE A BREAK!

2007-07-07T11:38:00.000+08:00

MORE TESTS!
(:

You Are 30% Normal

You sure do march to your own beat...
But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all
You think on a totally different wavelength
And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

ER
which means im 60% abnormal?
awww poor deluded quiz!
(:
LOLLOL.

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?
YAY.
IM WEIRD.
RAWR;

Your Geek Profile:

Academic Geekiness: Low
Fashion Geekiness: Low
Gamer Geekiness: Low
Geekiness in Love: Low
General Geekiness: Low
Internet Geekiness: Low
Movie Geekiness: Low
Music Geekiness: Low
SciFi Geekiness: Low

How Geeky Are You?
yepps im not geeky!

You Are 36% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?
see thats because im NICE.

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
IM SO SMART!
LOL/
but NOT LOGICAL?
LOL

You Are 47% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?
im vain?
okayyyyy.

You Are 40% Gross

You're a tad gross, but generally you're a clean, hygienic person.
No one can be perfectly clean all the time, and it's better to be human than a neat freak.

How Gross Are You?
LOL
eew the pic is gross!
im a clean hygenic person!!

Your Band Name is:

The Dancing Stockbrokers

Band Name Generator

STOCKBROKERS.
YEAH.

Your 1920's Name is:

Celestine Esperanza

What's Your 1920's Name?
LOL WHY ARE ALL MY NAMES WEIRD?

Your Irish Name Is...

Clodagh Campbell

What's your Irish Name?
LOL WEIRD NAME AGAIN

You Are

A Scared Pumpkin Face

You would make good pumpkin puree.

What's Your Pumpkin Face?
IM NOT PUREE.

You Are the Super Ego

While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.
You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.
Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself.
You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?
LOL now THIS is true.

tests!

2007-07-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

i went to rollys blog and saw and did it!
OMG THIS IS THE SAME AS HERS.

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realisti

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.
A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.
Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.
And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are innocent, sweet, and young at heart.
You present a purity that many people find appealing.
However, you are often tired of people treating you like a child.

Underneath it all, you enjoy being babied and pampered.
You have been known to feign inexperience to get out of sticky situations.
You fear getting old and losing your childlike charms.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?
ok this is weird.
i just answered the questions as i thihnk i would next time for those that didnt happen to me.
BUT I DIDNT BREAK ANY HEARTS.
BECAUSE IM NICE.

You Are a Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

How Scary Are You?

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical
Patriotic
Ambitious
Not egoistic
Loves praise
Loves to joke
Fun to be with
Not pretending
Loves attention
Short tempered
Hates restrictions
Loves to socialize
Loves to be loved
Loyal and generous
Impatient and hasty
Changing personality
Good sense of humor
Honest and trustworthy
Influential in organizations
Takes high pride in oneself
Active in games and interactions

What's Your True Birth Month?

yepps thats me!
DECEMBER!

Your French Name is:

Hortense Blin

What's Your French Name?

HORTENSE BLIN?
SERIOUSLY.

You Would Be a Pet Dog

You're friendly, loyal, and an all around good sport. People love to be near you.
You are very open with your feelings, and you're quite vocal in expressing them.
You are sincere and kind. You love many people - without any sort of agenda.

Why you would make a great pet: You're content to chill out with your friends

Why you would make a bad pet: You always find yourself getting into trouble

What you would love about being a dog: Running around and playing

What you would hate about being a dog: Being left home alone while everyone else is out having fun

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?
yeeps ill get more tommorow!
sleepin!
nites

pukes

2007-07-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

today was funfair!!!!!!
so fun
i love the haunted house!
xiaoyang told me she g wiv justina n audrey then she n justina go run away.
waste 3 bucks ah!
tt means audrey go alone leh
so scary!
aiyoh.
ok whatever alot of ppl might think im such a scaredry cat.
but considering this is only the 2nd hauntedhouse i went to, very gd already loh.
1st i remember is pri 4.
i went to go then it was like SUPER HOT inside there.
and i was like "WTF SO HOT LAH I WANT TO GO OUT."
so i went to the door.
and wanted to get out.
and on the was ppl grabbed my legs and i just like KICKED.
LOL.
then got 1 person with a ghost mask holding lollipops was like buy then can go out.
then when FINALLY i got out zhe ting was like i recognised ur high pitched scream.
HELLO?
my HIGHPITCHED screeam.
WOW consider herself musically talented.
anyone?
for once, my voice ISNT HIGH PITCHED.
in f act its quite low.
and secondly, WHY YWOULD I SCREAM.
okay maybe i was screaming LET ME GO OUT NOW ARSE!
but still its not counted.
stupid arse lah she.
then she went 3 times more or sth.
ok we went then we were stuck at one spot for quite long!
because we dunno how to go.
infront got one person with mask very scary.
then turn right got 1 person.
then we were like stuck there.
okay i said this already.
then everybody was screaming.
because got 1 woman come walk past and keep touching our hand.
well it was fun SCREAMING.
i mean thats the only chance you have at screaming what.
like if i stand in the canteen screeaming people wld think im crazy rite.
then finally we ran across, it was only me and nerice.
andshannon was screaming like ANYTHING.
because she was first.
after me.
then we went back and got stuck there again.
lol.
then the person is still walking then she touch my arm then i go smack her.
LOL.
then she go try touch me again but i go jump behind someone.
okay then finally the ppl got pissed and was like shouting WALK.
then we walked on a lumpy thing.
there was a mummy or sth there.
then at the door was a mask woman.
not fun she didnt stop us.
and there was no 1 pushing us too.
sumei say still got 1 more SUPER SCARY 1.
wish i went!):
we hardly sold anything too.
but better than nothing with SHANPINGS FONDUE SET! (:
yay zhang shen gu li gu li!
we wade 100+/
total the whole sch made 22k or sth.
today i met 2 stuck up ppl.
one i knew for quite long 1 i didnt know she could be so stuck up.
1 is when sth got on her she got so pissed.
another is wait long and scream.
FOR VERY LONG.

depressing)':

2007-07-04T21:50:00.001+08:00

today i saw the basketballers.
wearing JERSEYS.
so depressing can.
pfft.
i wish i was with them.
going to watch a competition or whatever they r doing.
and now im stuck with wushu.
life sucks.
i wonder how i'll look in a jersey.
not great or whatever.
but at least I'LL STILL HAVE A JERSEY.
not those kind of 80 bucks horribly ugly wushu biao yan fu.
i want to be in bball!
*** * ***'* **** ** ** ******** *** ** ** **** ****** ***** ***********.
if only...
okay this is so emo and whatever.
but still.
although training was tough.
i still didnt mind it.
like how much i **** wushu training now.
the only thing i hated about it was how much i sucked.
but i couldnt really do the things properly tho.
but i think the jiao lian shouldnt have given up so easily.
as in on me.
not like i want to join it like NOW.
i just hope i didnt get kicked out last time.
if i were her i would give me 1 on 1 training lessons.
that wld hav made a great difference to my life.
thanks a lot.
in case you r too dumb to sense the sarcarsm im telling you know.
):

70th post(:

2007-07-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

yay 70th post today!
yadayadayada whatever!!
i only started this blog this year okay!!!
(:

today was youth day holiday!
boo no more adventures for KoL!
aiyoh.
and then just now i was talking to jianing online then she go on her webcam.
and on sat i bought this microphone earphone thing.
cost me 12 bucks.
but anyway.
i didnt have a webcam so i just tok.
then 1 part she keep saying toktoktoktoktoktok then i was like my mum is at home!
which of course is true.
im guai i dun tell lies!(:
okay then xiaoyang was like then she cannot hear?
or something.
then i say she in kitchen.
then she say: she in kitchen making hongdoushui for me to bring to school tomorrow.
then i was like: no she make a big pot for me to bring to school to give everybody.
then she say: then no one want to eat then u hav 2 eat if not wait sh scold u.
hahaa
it was so funny.
but sick loh.
then she ask me to say huh.
then i never tok on the mike for quite long then suddenly i go shout huh!
then she was like u never tok then i onn the volume max then u suddenly shout huh.
haha.
i bet like HUH.
or something,
okay i bet u're wondering what the crap im saying.
i made the HUH super big.
change the 180% to 400%.
but it was too big took up whole post length.
then change back to 180%.
but still took up whole post length.
ARGH.
haiyah must change!

just now had piano.
AND WE ONLY DID 2 PAGES.
can u believe it!
omg.
2 pages leh!
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2 leh!
normally we do like ten!
still got 1 time is like 15.
hellooooooo?!
okay whatever.

tehn i was watching css.
the girls were singing zen me ban.
aiyoh.
sing untl so weird.
i think out of joanna zheng ning and huixian i like huixian singing the most.
although she abit act cute.
and i realised she is not THAT short.
she is only abit shorter than joanna!
and omggasp fukuan was there!
he sang er oh ya zhi dui ni shuo!
the saranghaeyo song!
but boo he got low.
i hope zijie get kicked out not him!
praypraypray!
hahaa
and the gurls i hope joanna gets kicked out.
okay i know this is very EVIL but still!
wishing people get kicked out!
but whatever!
isnt it the same as wishing soandso would stay!
aiyoh.
next week theres junjie marcus guohao elaine agnes keely.
i think elaine is prettier than keely!
but at the polls keely is like the first and elaine i sone of the last.

argh still got hw havent finish.
the stupid atomic bomb essay.
dunno how to do!
and shit must introduce the movie!
wth!